“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　I lick my lips and waited for him to send me something. But Gage seen zoned me.


　　What's wrong with him? It seems like he doesn't wanna talk to me.


　　EdwardBlack1794: I haven't really toured around Japan that much since I needed some sleep. Had couple of sleepless nights lately.


　　tate_kvngh: well you're always busy.


　　EdwardBlack1794: yeah. talk to you in a bit, in the middle of sound check rn.


　　The next days went by really quick and I was thankful enough that Adam hasn't bothered me about going out with him again. I spent my days studying for midterm week and doing loads of schoolwork. Gage would still hit me up on kik but it's usually late. He would always respond to me pretty late too or either I'm already fast asleep or he's the one who's fast asleep. At least he still hits me up and the thought of it counts.


CHAPTER 50 "Baby" 2