“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　He laughs humorlessly. "Friends." He snorted.


　　"Tate he lied to you. He used you." His voice kind of raised at me. I ignored it.


　　"You don't know what happened to us and you don't know what I had with Adam." I spit.


　　He looked surprise at what I said.


　　"Even if I'll hate him forever or I get mad at him for eternity, Adam still became special to me. And I can't change that. I've been with him for four years and those four years will always be with me." I continued.


　　"I didn't know it was okay to be friends with an ex who used you." He said sarcastically.


　　"Don't say stuff like that about him. You don't know anything about what I had with him. You don't even know Adam. I know Adam better than you."


　　He sighs. "And we're fighting about this because?"


CHAPTER 52 "Why" 2