“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　I glanced outside my window and all I can see is darkness. There's no sunlight or anything but there are tons and tons of black clouds. I glance at Gage who was already sleeping next to me. He was slightly slouching, a bit shaking, kind of cuddling onto his white blanket and he was also slightly snoring too which was adorable.


　　I push his hair off from his forehead and glanced at everyone else who were also sleeping peacefully. But I noticed that Peter wasn't on his chair too. I stand from my chair and started looking around the plane. I take quiet steps as I passed by Lewis snoring loudly with his mouth open and as I passed by Nathan's he was snoring as well but on the sound of wheezing which was kind of weird.


CHAPTER 67 : "Emerald"