“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　I swayed my head along with Gage's voice until Lewis sang his part. Gage was busy pulling up the sleeves of his shirt as he kept looking down at his feet. He begins to dance little crazy dance steps and looked adorable as hell. He's very different when he's on stage. He's so focused and serious when he sings yet he's very playful when it comes to making his fans smile. The entire stadium were singing along with Silver Spade and it was quite loud that I can't no longer hear the boys sing.


　　He leans closer to me. "Do you know where I can buy a bottled water around here?" I ask loudly to his ear.


　　He shakes his head. "I'll find a way to get you some water."


　　"It's fine if you can't. Is the concert ending soon? I'm just already so thirsty." I say.


　　My eyes moved back to Gage and realized that he was already looking at me while he was still singing with his brows furrowing at the center of his forehead.


CHAPTER 74 "First Concert" 2