Ellyreiv

“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　He takes my hand and entwined his fingers in between the spaces of mine. "I'm always careful. And I need you to trust me that we won't get caught by my fans. They won't know you and I won't let them invade your privacy."


　　"I'm already risking my privacy by being with you." I answer him.


　　He kisses the back of my hand again while he glued his green eyes at me. "Just trust me."


　　He smiles. "Then stay longer. Stay until Cape Town. I need you after concerts. I need someone I can take out my stress to."


　　"Someone I can hold on to at night after a tiring concert and someone I can have a lustful and wild sex with." He adds.


　　"That someone is you Tate, and I don't want no one else." He continued to say.


　　My heart aches. He made me think that he only is after me for sex. He only needs me for sex. He only needs me to be around with him to satisfy his pleasure. He only needs me to fill his thirst. He only needs me for sex.


CHAPTER 76 "Favor" 2