“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　I take my hands away from my face and noticed a tall man standing before me. As I take clearer view of his face, I jumped back when I figured out that it was...


　　"Oh my gosh Peter." I gushed, wiping my tears off from my cheek. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."


　　He looks at me with furrowing eyebrows.


　　"You okay? Did you just cry?" He asks.


　　I chuckle humorlessly. "And since when did you even care about me?"


　　He takes a look at the people around him and he unexpectedly grabbed me from my wrist. He began to pull me through the crowd and I noticed that we were heading to the back door of the club. I was letting him drag me along since my mind was still role playing the things that happened inside the bathroom a while ago. I was still bothered by how Gage simply fucked another woman just like that when he just had sex with me after the concert. I can't believe he's like this. He's sick a sex freak. I can't believe he fucks around.


CHAPTER 78 "Bathroom" 2