“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　My breathing hitched when it's him. He was busy signing some autographs and smiling to the cameras directed at him. I moved my head to the person next to him and it was Peter. He was doing the same thing as what Gage was doing. They looked like they were busy chatting with the fans and these girls were also busy smiling and flirting back.


　　Ugh, I terribly need some air. Please disperse already. I thought.


　　Damn these boys could've told me that they were gonna take the seats next to me. After being in a state of shock, I quickly pulled my headphones out from my ears and I caught Gage's attention.


　　"Sorry if we woke you up." He smiles.


　　I exhaled heavily while his fans were looking at me badly. As if I did something wrong, to think I'm just sitting next to Gage and Peter inside the train. These girls sure do think they own Gage and Peter when they're just fans, they're?not the girlfriends?of these boys yet they act so possessive over them.


CHAPTER 106 "Train"