“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　My brows creasing. "W-what are you sorry for?" I ask.


　　"I dreamt about...." He trailed off. "The things that happened in Indonesia suddenly came back to me... I just... I feel bad again for what I did behind your back. I'm sorry. I don't blame you if you won't have sex with me again. I won't force you." He says.


　　Why is he opening this topic now?


　　"I'm not only saying this for the sake of saying it but I do feel really really terrible Tate. I feel so bad about the things that I've done to you." He adds.


　　"Gage. Let's not talk about it anymore, okay?" I tell him.


　　I sigh heavily. "Don't bring it up if you want me to forget about it because--"


　　He unexpectedly hugged me with his arms locked tight around my body. My eyes widened on my sockets as I kept my hands to my sides while he pulled me in closer to his bare chest. I don't know why he's being so dramatic right now but I feel my heart crushing.


CHAPTER 114 "Reverie" 2