“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　She shakes her head. "I had the spare key, because he gave it to me before he left for college. And that was his biggest mistake." She spat.


　　"I came in to his place at exactly midnight of his birthday and I was so surprised to see my own best friend fucking my own boyfriend." She cries.


　　Without second thoughts, I hurriedly stood from my chair and just wrapped my arms around her. She begins to cry on my chest as I rub my hand on the back of her head. I began to pity her even more now that I knew what really happened to her. Now that I knew why she's been out that drunk last night. I don't know why of all people he had to choose her best friend. I don't know why people like her stay in serious relationships when all it ever causes you is pain in the end of it all.


　　She begins to pull herself away from me so I release her. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for crying like this. Shit, this is embarrassing. Sorry." She speaks fast.


CHAPTER 128 "A.M" 2