“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　I was just stupidly smiling as I stare at the baby and I know I was happy to be having her on my arms. I am so happy for Monique and now I am jealous because she has her own baby even though Tarry doesn't have a father who'll financially support her but I will be here for the two of them. But deep down inside, I wish I could have my own baby someday when I am ready and stable enough to bare a child.


　　"You guys want anything to eat?" Dillion asks.


　　I gaze at the clock, it was already almost lunch.


　　"I'll be the one to buy us lunch. Seems like everyone wants to carry Tarry." He volunteered.


　　While they were all busy mentioning foods that they'll be having for lunch, I was also busy carrying Tarry.? I was literally enjoying it and I was even talking to her in baby talks even if she was asleep. I didn't even notice that Dillion had left the room if I didn't hear the door closing.


CHAPTER 158 "Newborn" 2