“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　"Do you want anything else Monique?" I ask her.


　　She smiles. "I don't think I want anything else anymore but Tarry."


　　I laugh softly as I join her on her bed where she's been carrying Tarry. "You've been carrying her for the past two hours now." I tell her.


　　She just kept on smiling while her eyes were locked with her adorable baby daughter. "I just can't help but look at her for hours Tate. I don't get tired of doing it. She's so beautiful. I can't believe that it would feel this way."


　　I smile as I rest my chin on her shoulder. "She's so lucky to have a mother like you."


　　I stand from the bed, "As your best friend you aren't allowed to go to work tomorrow. You need rest. I've already told your manager to give you a month off and she insisted two."


　　"I can't have two months off. I won't have money for it."


　　I smile at her. "I got that covered. Well, Gage did have that covered."


CHAPTER 163 : "Take Care"