“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　He looks at me eagerly with his brows creasing.


　　"Why don't you want me to meet her? Is it because you're going to leave me again and you're afraid to realize that you still love her than me?" I arched my eyebrow at him.


　　"What?! Tate." He snapped and adds, "That's not even true."


　　"Then why? Why don't you want me to see Anastasia?" I ask him.


　　He exhales. "Because I'm not ready. I'm not ready to face her."


　　"But when are you gonna be ready?" I ask him.


　　"Why do I still feel like I can't go into your past because you won't let me?" I ask him again.


　　I silently pack my things into my luggage and ignored him. As I glare at Gage, he just stands there and looks at me as I fill my luggage.


　　"It's fine. If you don't want to then I'm not gonna force you anymore." I answer him.


　　"Tate." His grip tightens so I look back at him.


CHAPTER 166 "Past & Present" 2