“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　I was merely excited to tour around Cardiff really quick before the boys' concert will start. I wanted to see what was around the place and how badly I wanted to take photos. As much as I wanted Monique to be here, she can't because she just give birth. Romano was driving me around the city, while Gage and the other lads had a sound check at Millennium Stadium.?


　　I ate at some restaurant, bought some coffee and some foods for me and Romano. I bought ice cream too. I took a lot of photos and selfies but I really wanted to do these with Gage. As much as I wanted to watch him do their sound check, he said it was better if I wasn't there because there'll be staff from the management. He doesn't wanna everything to ruin my good mood.


CHAPTER 169 : "Cardiff"