“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　He can't give it all up for me. I thought he didn't mean that when he told me he's willing to give up everything, but he's really going to do this all for me.


　　"Ever since you came into his life, things went worse than we thought it would. The band is losing so many projects, photo shoots for magazines, their endorsers are backing out and a lot of hate are going around online all about the boys and the management." She continued to infiltrate my thoughts.


　　I sit back down on the couch nervously as I wipe away my tears.


　　"He's willing to give it all up for you and we are all worried for him. He's going to tear the band apart because of this. Do you even want the entire crew to hate on you?" She exclaims.


CHAPTER 174 "Worries" 2