“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　I take a deep breath in. "They... They sent someone over to my hotel when Gage and I were in London."


　　"What?" Eli spat. "Who? Who did they send?"


　　He groans. "That bitch never does give up. She's like Richard's third hand in the company when it comes to planning things for us. She plans everything and I mean everything for all of us. From the schedules, to the fake interviews we had but we really didn't just for those stupid magazines and too keep people buzzing about us, to the schedule for the publicity stunts and who we're ought to be with."


　　I sigh even hearing the words publicity stunt.


　　"Our fans doesn't even know what lies that the management had been doing behind their backs. I couldn't bare all the lying. The management has been setting the five of us when to date, who to be seen in public with and it's been totally sickening all these years." He sighs.


　　"Fuck I shouldn't have said that." He adds.


CHAPTER 188 "Timing" 2