“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　"I didn't wanna let you know about it because I didn't want you to doubt her and I didn't know how to face after everything. From Anastasia to the day that I officially left the band." He adds.


　　Eli sighs heavily. "I've been a jerk before for even trying to date Anastasia behind your back and for not being honest with you all those years. I haven't been a great friend to you Gage. I betrayed you and I don't know how to face you anymore after that." He laughs dryly.


　　"I'm sorry man. I shouldn't have done it. I shouldn't have dated her if I could just turn back time. I am really so sorry." Eli adds.


　　I grin as I stare at the bottle of beer that I was holding on my hands. "It's all in the past now Eli. And even if we talk about it again and again, we can't change a thing about it. So it's really fine. I've talked with Ana again..." I pulled my head go and saw Eli's eyes widening.


CHAPTER 192 "Zarry" 2