“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　I nervously wet my now dry lips with my tongue as I stare at my feet. Gosh I've never been this nervous. Aside from the fact that I've met Kendall's mom and Taylor had introduced me to her family but it was as nervous as this. It didn't feel as nerve-wracking as this. I guess when you're aware of you're bad ways that you've had before and you're already being serious with this one woman, it makes me feel very tensed. Moreover that she has two huge brothers who's way taller than me and her father who looks at me calmly but has a deep voice. Really makes everything tonight more distressful.


　　"Yeah I knew you two were just talking. You being on top of his lap." He answers.


　　I clear my throat as I awkwardly glare at her.


CHAPTER 202