CHAPTER 18

  GIANNI

  We've been home for a few days, until now I feel she's a little distant, she remains closed in on herself, I don't want to rush her either, I really don't know how to behave with her. right now, I would like to give her her space, at the same time I would like to be able to support her

  I decide to bring her breakfast in bed, since she doesn't eat or get out of bed either, put the tray down

  Me kissing her neck: sweetheart, it's beautiful outside, you're having lunch and we're going for a walk

  Jade: I don't feel like it, plus I'm not hungry

  Me: you've been on a hunger strike for a while, if it continues I'll have to take you back to the hospital

  Jade: try a little...

  I push the tray, I lift her and I head for the exit, she will eat willingly or by force

  Me: as you wish, you return immediately to the hospital

  Jade shouting: no, please drop me off I'm going to eat