"That is so intense Riftan.. I didn't know you having a hard time in those years. You're right, i shouldn't made a decision based on my emotions." I slip a few hot chocolate and we both were didn't realise it's so damn late.
"All those years waiting and searching.. it's worthy. I may be harsh on you sometimes rosie but believe me, i done it for your safety.." Riftan took my cold hands and wrap it around his big warm hands.
"Riftan.. i have something to tell you.."
"What is it?"
"Please don't think that i'm crazy or anything. But you remembered that day when we met by the river?"
"Yes i do remembered."
"You were saying i'm come running towards you?— The weirdest part is you don't even talking. It's just pine whoosp and i can hear your thoughts? or inner voice? You'd get what i mean?" Riftan was speechless when he heard those words.
"Yes i know.. It's my inner voice and usually only the chosen one had that gifted. I guess you're not just somebody.." Riftan smile and look at me with peace.
"You mean i have superpower? Like i can hear everyone's inner voice?"
"Yes you can but everything required a practice. If you can maximise your ability, you can even mind control everyone in this world." Explain Riftan.
"Is it the same as the imposter?"
"No.. An imposter is someone who can see your weakness and used it against you: We have a few special people with gifted. And it's all on one sources, the moon goddess.."
"Moon goddess?"
"Well it's all started with the love story of Moon goddess and the Richest King. She's was called as Selena Luna. The legend said that the human king was falling for selena under the night stars. Her beauty reflect none other than perfection. One day the king invite selena for dinner and she agreed. They both madly in love after 3 times dinner. The king one day purpose to her and sadly Selena rejected his proposal but the king does not giveup easily. He meet the goddess father Titans hyperion, he bring a lot of gold and jewels. He even made the most luxurious welcoming party for Selena's father. But the God titan knew the wickedness in the king and curse the king. He curse the king to be a wolf as the king had serviced him ta poisonous wolf meat and the king ran out from his castle and hide his ugliness from Selena. But Selena love him for his kindness, so Selena blessed the king to be a man for day and night as long as the king does not lose his temper, for once he lose his temper he will be turn into a wolf again. The king and Selena lived a happy life but everything fall apart when the king envy with a lot of men, men that has talked or even seen selena and he killed the every men that had laid their eyes on Selena. Selena was so broken hearted but she still love the king. The most unforgiving thing that has happened The king tried to killed Selena when she's pregnant with their baby. The king never wanted a baby that will follow his image, so selena ran, hiding the baby and left the king. She return to the moon and some say the king still howl every night when its full moon. His trying to reach out to his lover, Selena. And the baby which is us basically.." Riftan ended the story about the beginning of werewolves. This type sort of thing never been mention before. After hearing those legend, suddenly i remembered with the mystery guy that i saw the night before all this happened.
"Riftan.. I have something to show you.." I ran to my room and grab Leah's laptop. I open my icloud on her laptop and linked it to the laptop. I opened up the website link which i have saved.
"Do you know this guy?" I show it to Riftan and he was in shock. His expression become cold.
"How do you get this?" He asked in serious tone. The mood suddenly drop and its colder than the atmosphere.
"This website.. I think i saw this man before but— I-i"
"Did he touch you?!" Riftan become intense so sudden. It's like he knew who is this man.
"N-no! I just saw him but i don't even talked or even cared about this guy.. Riftan? You do know who is this guy aren't you?"
"That's surgieo."
"Surgieo? w-what?! That's your brother?! You told me you killed him?"
"I was sure i killed him with my bare hands. But if you say you saw him, that's mean he still alive?! This is bad!" Riftan look stress out and the mug his holding began to crack.
"We need to go to my people and warn them."
"Your people? didn't you say they banished you because they doesn't want you to lead them? How are you gonna convince them?" This is madness, i know Riftan say his brother is bad but how bad could he be?
"We move out this afternoon, so get some rest. I will stay down here." Riftan pull me close and we kissed. So warm and gentle.
"Let me sleep with you tonight.." I take my blanket and we sleep together in the living room across the fireplace. His warm body keep me from freezing and we had a quality time together.
"I won't let any harm come to you.." Riftan kissed me again. And i fall asleep sooner than i thought.
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The next morning, Leah awakes me from my sleep and when i turn around, Riftan is gone. Leah smile when she sees how i react.
"Morning Rosie.. Looking for someone?" She tease me with her little attitude.
"W-what? No! Where is everybody?"
"My father and Riftan gone out one hour ago. Grandma in the kitchen, preparing for breakfast. Wash your face silly. You have a lot of saliva going on in your face, eww it's disgusting!" Leah tease me again.
"Shut up.." I tide up my blanket and bring it into my room. Then i wash up my face and brush my teeth like a normal people would do. But one thing bothers me the most about how Riftan reacted last night, about his older step brother surgieo. I got a bad feelings about surgieo. My head are really blowing up thinking about it and suddenly i heard someone whisper.
"He probably planning something bad..." I was surprised when i turn around in my room and no one in here than me.
"What the hell? Hello? did someone just talk to me?" i asked, looking into the closet. I walk slowly and open the closet door but no one is in there.
"This stupid girl! I been living for 20 years in your own body and you don't even recognise your own wolf voice?!"
"W-wait! Did i just hear correctly that your my wolf? But how is that possible?"
"Oh my! You really don't know me? Girl you better stand in front the mirror like seriously? Go stand in front the mirror!" I do as what my wolf say.
"Okay so what now?" i asked.
"Look carefully into the mirror and can you put all your focus into your own self?" I do as my wolf say and i refocus my sight and try to be as calm as i can. I can feel a drastic change in my body temperature, suddenly my body let out huge vapour, i started to feel some pain in my bones.
"What is going on?!" I shout in fear.
"Girl! Chill! Its just me coming out after being locked up for 20 damn years.. let me breathe the air!" I no longer a human instead i was this big white yellowish strip wolf.
"Mom.." my wolf form was exactly like mom.But mom was all red.
"Well it's because you haven't do a proper ceremony to be rebirth as a wolf."
"Rebirth as a wolf?! What do you mean?!"
"Let's go talk to grandma. She know what to do.." My wolf suddenly walks out the room, i have zero control of my own wolf. But i can sense my nose can scent really well. I can sense Riftan's scent.
"My god.. He smell so good!" say my wolf. My wolf suddenly jump out breaking the window and yes i'm running towards him.
"This feels so good! I feel so alive!" I howl and in a distance, Riftan scent become stronger. I knew his nearby.
"I know right?! I been craving to run and hunt and bath in my own form!" say my wolf..
"So what's your name?"
"I don't have any name yet but i will have soon! You gonna named me after!"
"Why can't you named your self?"
"I don't know maybe the goddess don't want me to named my self? God!! His smell is so addictive! I am so gonna mate with him right now!" My wolf let out this soft howl but i feel it sounded like a soft moan.
"What the hell are you doing?! Don't be such a creep! My uncle are there too!" I try to stop my wolf from doing whatever she wants.
"Stop resisting girl! You have mate with him in your human form but it will never be a 100% if you don't let him touch you in your wolf form!"
"No! Stop! We can't simply have sex in the middle of the woods! Stop it!"
"No! I'm gonna mate with him! His wolf is calling me!" My wolf form becoming much horny than i am! She's taking over my body and run across the woods like she know the way. Suddenly i can smell another scent.
"Someone else is here!" My wolf stop and turn away. Putting up a defensive stance.
"How do know that i'm following you?" A stranger voice, but he didn't show himself. He's hiding his face.
"Calm down girl.." i say to my wolf. I look around and try to follow the man smell than suddenly it disappear.
"This man is dangerous.." say my wolf. It so quiet and suddenly i feel a sudden pain at my neck, something is bitting me. My wolf growl and try to snap out from the bite. It's the stranger. He throw me like i was nothing. I hit one of the tree and my wolf form disappear. I become a human.
"Well, well.. Isn't this a lovely creature?" say the stranger. He changed his form into a human, turn out it was Surgieo, Riftan's older brother.
"You..ug.." I feel like im choking ,Trying to catch my breath after the sudden transform. I can feel pain all over my body. From my bones joint and my blood.
"I see this is your first transform.. This is lovely!" Surgieo walk to me and push me to the tree. His eyes are the same as the man that i saw outside my window the other day.
"My oh my.. You smell good.. Riftan haven't touch you in your first transformation as a wolf! Let me do the favour for you my dear Rosie.." He move closer until his body touches mine. We're both naked! He smell my hair and lock his gaze on me.
"S-stop..! I won't let you touch me.." I spilt right in his face, now that i slowly catching my breath.
"You really are something.. Fit to be my luna.. I like you.." Surgieo planted a kiss on my neck and his left hand harassing my breast. I feel disgusted with his touch.
"Struggle however you like.. No one can save you.." He forces a kiss and push me to the ground. Literally he smashing me to the ground.
"Ah!" I shout, the pain is so unbearable. It's killing me. Then my wolf resisting and protecting me by giving me so much pain. Every single touch surgieo put on me, i was screaming in pain.
"Its time for me to be mated with you.." Surgieo forces my legs to spread and try to enter my inside. I was in total pain.
"Please stop!!!!!!!!" his going to rape me! I close my eyes and suddenly Surgieo is not on top of me anymore. It was Riftan!
Surgieo been pushed by Riftan. For the very first time, i saw Riftan in his Wolf form. He have such a beautiful black shining fur. Its darker than any black. Surgieo looked at Riftan and laugh.
"Hello brother.. Is this how you gonna greet me?" Say surgieo. He stand and look at Riftan.
"I will kill you again like i killed you last time!" Riftan become more intense and i can sense his feelings. He really pissed off.
"Hahaha! What nonsense did you speak off? You kill me? Oh please.." Surgieo laugh turns into sarcastic.
"WHAT DO YOU WANT?" Riftan stare at his brother.
"I WANT MY RIGHT! I WANT MY PACK! I WANT MY LUNA!" He pointed his finger toward me and smile.
"YOU NOT GONNA HAVE HER!" Riftan charge to Surgieo and they fighting. They both are so much bigger than average werewolves.
"Hide Rosie.." I can hear Riftan's voices in my head.
I try to move my body and forcing my feet to stand , able to walk behind bushes but i lose my balance and fall back.
"Riftan.. I can't move anymore.." I hope he can hear my thoughts too. But the way he fight it seem he didn't hear any of my thoughts.
"Girl.. at least try to conceal your scent.." suggest my wolf.
"B-but how?! I can't even move or talk or even focus right now!" Deep down i feel like i want to scream out to let out my frustration.
"Girl.. Imma show it to you. Calm your self and let focus in your body. Feel every pain and every blood that running under your skin.. Breathe in and breathe out.. Imagine you're in this white veil, you're inside and just focus to stay in that veil."
"Okay.. white veil.." I try to imagine the white veil and i try to stay focus eventho its loud. Calming myself sounds impossible because having an anxiety attack and calming my self is like water and oil. But for Riftan's sake i need to be calm. I can imagine the white veil and i can feel as i enter the veil, this warmth is surrounding my self. I no longer feel any pain. All i ever feel is warmth.
"WHERE ARE YOU HIDING?!" Surgieo scream when he realise he no longer can track my scent while Riftan knew where i actually hiding.
"NOW SHE'S NOT HERE, I CAN SIMPLY KILL YOU!" Riftan grab surgieo neck by his right hand and lift him up in the air.
"You're not able to kill me. Not this time! Sasha!" Another large wolf join in and scratch Riftan from behind. If Riftan didn't manage to dodge the surprise attack, he wouldn't be alive. He accidentally lose his grip on Surgieo and the wolf grab Sergieo running from Riftan.
"Until we see each again.." Say Sergieo. Riftan almost kill his brother again. Another nightmare for him to deal. He stand up and run toward me. He gently lift me up from the ground.
"Let's get you home.." Riftan turn into his wolf form and carry me home.