chapter 2

*Present time*

I wake up with a start.

Sighs...

These nightmares won't just go away.

"Ugh!"

*Leave me the fuck alone!"

How I survived at my pack's border and the fire,I don't know and I'm not grateful about that but whatever.

'Yea you aren't you ass'

'well hello to you too,celia'

Yes Celia is my wolf and she's sooo annoying it annoys me.

'you love me' says Celia

'i do not love you mutt!'

'yea yea' she Snickers

I climb downstairs to my small sitting room only to find Ryder,Aisha and Mia there.

"Hey guys" I say to them

"Morning ava" they replied in unison

"You three are hung up"I say to them

"Nope, we're perfectly okay..."Ryder tries to deny

"That's why you look sick asf"I walk to the kitchen cabinet to check for a pain relief and throw it to them before going back upstairs to prepare for the day.

You may be asking who Ryder,Aisha and Mia is...

Well after I woke up close to the human city,13 years old me decided it would be best to go to an orphanage and stay,I stayed there for a while,I never told anyone my story,even though I practice my powers everyday to learn how to control it before I destroy something else or rather this orphanage with innocent children.

Then when I turned sixteen I decided to leave the orphanage,being the only werewolf there was kinda weird because whenever I discussed with Celia they look at me weirdly.

When I left the orphanage,I felt free,it's not like I wasn't happy there but if I was alive after all that I thought then there's something I haven't fulfilled yet.leaving the orphanage with no place to go was probably the worst decision of my life and also the best because that was how I met Ryder and Aisha.

*Flashback 3 years ago*

I was sitting in a diner filled with people when this particular couple came in,I felt like there was a connection between me and this really hot guy who came with the girl and I don't know if he felt it too.

"Celia?"

"Do you feel it?" I asked her

"Yes I do"Celia replied

"He isn't my mate now is he?" I asked in a very annoyed tone

"I don't think so,if he was we wouldn't be here,you know?"she purred

'Ugh why I'm I paired with such a perv!' I thought

"I can hear you!"Celia said

Now the male kept sniffing the air in a way the humans wouldn't notice trying to find me and when our eyes met,he walked straight to me and introduced himself.

"Hi I'm Ryder and this is Aisha" Ryder said and Aisha waved.

"It's nice to meet you"he said

"Same here,my name's Ath....uhhh"

I cleared my throat and replied

"I'm Ava"

I asked him if I could crash at his place and he agreed,for two weeks before I rented my own apartment.

While I met mia at a cafe nearby where she worked as a waitress and I kept asking them why they aren't in a pack but their answers are always the same.... nothing,they just want to be free.

"Flashback over"

"Today we're going to blue moon pack to officially join them"Ryder said happily while Aisha and Mia groans.

I really don't want to be part of a pack right now with alphas telling me what to do an.....

"Liar,you're scared of what happened 5 years ago will happen again,it wasn't your fault Ava"she says as she retreats to the back of my mind.

I can't forget it,it'd always be my fault.uf I hadn't started that fire,maybe some people would have survived,I killed them all.