chapter 5

Ava's pov

Hmm what could have happened to Ryder and Aisha to make him loathe packs this much?

While sitting and thinking I noticed their body language and I started to think of how Ryder and Aisha have been in the past few weeks and then it clicked in my mind.

'yea I mean it's so obvious' Celia said

'You knew that?'

'yes,I felt their connection right from the first time and I just needed to confirm,now I am only curious about our connection with Ryder,seems a bit strange' Celia said

"Ryder?"I called through our mind link

"Hey Ava"he replied

"Is Aisha your mate?"

I watched him freeze

"Is that why you don't want to belong to a pack?"

"What happened to you both Ryder?"I said through the mindlink

"It's none of your business ava, don't push it" he replied

"Ryder I need to know"

"Fine!! You want to know right?"

"well Aisha my mate was raped by alpha fucking dickhead of the moonstone pack and I only found out she was my mate at the party!!"

"I mean I've always had that feeling that she was mine,do you know how that feels? For your mate to be robbed of her innocence by someone everyone praises by someone who's a role model to many,by someone who you considered a friend and A BROTHER!!!!DO YOU!!!!?? All I ever wanted was a mate who'd love me and I'd love her and build a family with her with mini us running around and a white picket fence and all that was taken away from me without any remorse and my trust broken.. and you stand here telling me about pack harmony? Fuck that!! That's complete bullshit because all alphas are shitty and not trustworthy, I'm only here because I just want to know the connection between us PERIOD!." He says angrily

"Ryd…"

"Do not Ryder me,you know that you may not be accepted by most packs even if you are you'd be used only for your powers, everyone would see you as a monster,you are a monster in their eyes, they'd never fully accept you and I can't be among a pack who doesn't care about their people,who still accepts bullshit because they're scared,who can't stand up to their alpha or speak up when he's going astray,I just can't" he finishes

I turned to see mia and Aisha looking at us,they must have seen our clouded eyes and they're waiting for us to finish whatever is going on in the mindlink.

"Yesss guys Mia's got her own pov :-)(θ‿θ)"

Mia's pov

'Hmm I wonder what's goin on, Ryder's never been this pissed,I wonder what's up'

I look at Aisha who was facing her feet and fidgeting,she was nervous but why?

Something's going on and nobody's letting me in.

Does this have something to do with both Aisha and Ryder?

'hey Talia do you have an inkling of what's happening here?'

'yea I think I do judging from their body languages,Ryder is angry and Ava is trying to calm him down and Aisha's nervous' Talia said

'thanks for stating the obvious' I replied

'you welcome girl'

Talia and sarcasm,I sigh

'you love me that way babe' she said

I sigh again

"Guys.." mia spoke up

"I don't know what's goin on but it was nice having breakfast with you guys" she says as she rolls her eyes.

"But whatever is goin on we're all joining a pack right?"

"No because….."

"BE QUIET RYDER!!" I say as I use a voice I have never used before or even know I had.

Everyone keeps quiet and stare at me.

"Your eyes"

"They're glowing" Aisha says

"What?Glowing?eyes?how?" I say

"They're golden,what are you Ava or rather who are you?".