Age 16

She's finally 19 , a beautiful young lady has emerged. in her place but she has a lot to learn and a lot to tell.

Charlotte's POV

Hi ...I'm a free woman that's actually the meaning of my name and who am I not to act in accordance to that .

My friends call me Lottie, cheeky right but that's besides the point lemme tell you a story of me .

'At the age of 16 ...I had started to explore my body and that of others ,nasty yeah but the thrill was beautiful . The want and the need for my body to be touched and appreciated , worshiped and study ...I didn't get it but I craved it.

I had a friend, Amelia ,light skinned and beautiful ( didn't notice that though till later I guess) but I found her worthy to quench my cravings.

I introduced Amelia into touching ourselves, fondle our body even during class hours ... school was the only time I got to spend with her .

Amelia was getting, it was she? She was touching me all the time , I really wanted that , she wasn't giving me the attention I deserved and wanted so I moved to find my next catch ...all this craziness in the dark mind of a teenage child.

Days turned to weeks and that to months but it wasn't up to a year Freya caught my attention dark skinned, slender , and all the fondling started till it got to a point she stopped giving the attention I wanted, she was starting to withdraw and she became Amelia's friend ...wtf my friends can't be friends ...

At home was a different story entirely, I tried seducing my senior cousins and sibling , humping pillows and being all naughty and crazy . '

I was typing furiously and smiling inward as I updated my blog when I heard my mom's footsteps climbing the stairs and finally a knock on my door . My door! oh shit I looked out fast and went in pretending to play game .

" Lottie...get your damn ass out here this instance " my mom shouted . What's it tus time I was honestly starting to get scared she had called to disturb me till this moment and why now when I'm updating my writing it was my own way of reliving family and school tension besides there's more fun when no one knows it's you writing ...haha. Oh well mamma called, running down like she , I hope I don't slip cause amma blame her

"Mom what's it this time, i was just starting to relax feeling you won't disturb me today" I asked glaring at my mom. "If I didn't call you ,you won't leave that room , being all cozy and lazy , young lady ..." oh now here comes the sarcasm "...I know your best job is sitting pretty and all but can you do something more productive with your time...enters the kitchen ,come assist me cook. Let me help you use your time well."

oh yeah I didn't properly introduce myself, Im Charlotte Adelola Adefemi and this is my life. I was grew up believing I wasn't going to have a proper or stable marriage or even be able to last in one because I didn't know how to perform some basic house chores and before you ask no I'm not the only child neither was I pampered.

I preferred my online life , small circle of friends and whatever I had in mind to whatever Adefemi family rule there was. I am the middle child , two beautiful sisters.

I'm presently in the university studying something beautiful but wasn't totally my choice and I lack a man in my life... don't say what of my dad ,he's wonderful and all but I'm talking about my man.

"Down to earth Lottie, what are you thinking of ? Is there a boy I should know of or something you would want to tell me. " Yes mom just said that, she brought us up with being able to tell her anything and I mean anything .

"Nothing mom , just thinking of an assignment deadline and all" "You sure cause I can be a very good listening ear you know " "I'm serious if there was something I would let you know " " ok...I haven't heard anything about that boy ,what's his name? Lanre" .

Ohh no ...I don't want to talk about this and this i doubt was going to end well .