Bad boys like you

After a very wonderful weekend ,note my sarcasm where my mom tried to pry out of me the thing going on between I and Lanre, I was happy to finally leave the house and hang out with my friends, I love my house though. Please get me every teenage likes their space.

I and my friends didn't see all during the weekend due individual plans, more reason to want my own man .

"Hey Lottie have you read the new update on dark and nasty" ,my best friend Evie said with a sly smirk on her face "Don't get on my nerves this morning b " For f sake she knew I was the one who owned Dark and nasty, but I guess she was bent on trying to piss me off this morning. Seeing other of our friends , Evie called out to group, "Baes have you read the recent update on Dark and nasty ,I'm sure the writer is sex deprived and depressed" she said looking at me mockingly , "I guess so but whoever it is keeps me busy and expecting ...for Christ how hot is that website", Abby agreed laughing. With I straight face trying not to look too pissed or interested ,I decided to walk out till I heard that voice , it's been ringing all weekend in my head, oh damn it not Lanre, oh God doy hate me. "What website ?"

I had a thing for Lanre...ok a major crush and we had shared moments before I realized whatever we had wasn't going to work, that didn't kill whatever feeling I had for him but it made me withdraw, well that wasn't particularly easy since we were offering the same courses.

"Oh hi there, well it's that website Lottie was telling us about the other day , the writer is sex crazed and all ...it's just ...you know" Abby drawled ,hands all over her baby boo, yeah you guess right this bitch here was dating my friend and leading me on, you would think should make hate but damn it , he is sex on legs and the object of my fantasies ... pathetic me , disgusting friend.

"Whatever guys till later I have FON II, and don't want to be turned out of the class you know how Mrs Livingstone can be...have a nice day babies" Strolling to class and staring at my watch that read 7:45 am.

Finally settled in class, thinking of my life and how I was the worst friend ever...hell no, thinking how it would have been if I was the one dating Lanre.

"Lottie? Heyyy...why the day dreaming?" "Can you leave me the fuck alone Lanre , and why are you here?" Did you forget we are having this course together, you lied to friends about being late to class, did you expect me to stay back and let them know you didn't want to hang out with them for reasons only you know about" ok so ...what's with the smirk on the face, ugh , I wasn't having the class till 9am and this was 7:45 am , I just wasn't comfortable watching Abby and Lanre being all lovey dovey. I love Abby and I wished good but that relationship hurts like a bitch.

"My name is Charlotte and I get don't how what I say or do is your issue" "Really what's with the attitude and ..." cutting him short,"Did you say really? Really?..." realizing I was starting to raise my voice I brought it down almost to a whisper, "...Lanre you knew you were dating Abisola before you started love bombing me, what do want me to do ,drop the attitude and kiss you?" " But Charlotte..." ok now calling my full name was kinda weird " ...I care about and I was only showing you that." Ouch he was just showing that he cared for me and I was busy reading meaning in it , I was the one who fell like a fool. But the evening walks , the cuddles, getting me food, recharging my lines for me, being at my neck and call, that had to be something...do guys act like that with friends they casually care for .

I didn't realize Lanre had taken his sit beside me and that the lecturer was in class already.

"Can everyone bring out their textbook and open to where we are supposed to be". The rest of the class was a blur as I kept reminiscing over what that bastard just said, I did all this to myself, my sis had always told to never assume your position in a guys life till he spell it out properly. Now I felt like an idiot , avoiding him and all, getting jealous of Abby or even angry at their relationship.

I had the next class with all four of my friends and Lanre and to be honest I wasn't looking for to it like I used to.

What does this next class hold in store cause I really want to skip school today, maybe this whole week too and thinking I looking forward to this new week ugh, stupid head ,stupid heart , this is karma being a bitch to me for not being a good friend.