days were passing

from here our friendship started. Days passed like weeks, weeks passed into months, months passed into a year and as the time passed my feelings for him started to get more stronger I don't if he also felt the same or not he always behaved with me as friend but for me he was more than that I never showed him but he was my first crush and my first love which was one sided. but sometimes I used to doubt on him like whenever I used to besides him he used to sing romantic songs, some times use to grab my hands and waiting daily for me outside the tution so that we can go together home. We also used to fight too much but at last we both used to care for each other.he was good in study than me so some times he used to help in studies. Everytime with him used to pass like a beautiful dream which should never be ended I shared my feelings for him to my friends but they used to tell me to tell him about my feelings but I was afraid I didn't had enough courage to say those things to him . what if he hate me if I told him I like him this thoughts were engulfing me inside so I controlled myself cause I know I am going to hurt myself. And one day that day came when we both were going to separate.