Unending Weep For The Abyss

Troy had never been a man of words but actions. With confusion written all over Amber's face, Troy could tell something wasn't right. He is ready to take her serious and make her his forever.

"Baby, I can see by your face that you are drawing the wrong conclusion, so we are staying on this couch until we have an understanding, okay?"

He was quite shocked with her thinking error, but he'd done that to her. She believes she made the choice to make love to him; and that is definitely not the case. He's that monster who took what she saved for her future husband to be. He took advantage of her weakness and vulnerability to take what he'd wanted, what he considers his. Troy, now feeling like a selfish bastard but plans on spending the rest of his life making it up to her, he adjusted himself up and decided to fix her other thinking errors right now.

Troy looked straight into Amber's eyes and continued:

"Amber, listen to me. From the moment I found you on the road, you were mine. I didn't give you a choice; at the time, there was none. I have tried to reason with myself over my obsession to possess you, and I can't come up with anything logical. You make me crazy, illogical, horny, and scared shitless all at once. My need for you is overwhelming. I can't get enough; if I had my way I would keep you tied to my bed naked, day in and day out. I think my cock has been hard since I put you in my tub; I am a walking hard on. Don't think that what we shared was not amazing for me, or the best experience of my life because it was. I should have taken you to get help when I found you, but I couldn't bring myself to let you go even for a minute. I forced you to submit to me; I forced you to say you wanted me, regardless of your emotional state. My need for you was so great that I was no longer thinking. Hell, even now I think my brain has checked out leaving my heart and dick to do the thinking for me."

She giggles and her face lights up like an angel.

Troy, feeling so satisfied too smiled back at her:

"When you were crying out this morning, I thought you were having a dream about me, regretting what we had done. My guilt and shame for taking advantage of you is so great that I needed to go to a friend for advice. I'm so sorry I left like that. In the future, if either one of us is assuming the worst; we need to talk it through. I know this sounds crazy, but I love you, Amber. I have never felt like this for anyone in my thirty-one years and will never feel like this for anyone but you. You are everything I didn't know I wanted or thought I couldn't have. I need you, and I don't want to live without you."

After that heartfelt speech, Amber realizes that this amazing hero of hers thinks he didn't give her a choice. He will beat himself up for the rest of his life if she does not correct his own thinking error. She does not have a lot of experience with men, especially not in the intimate setting; and had never been with any, so intimately like how she'd been with her hero, Troy, and never thought she could ever be with any like him. However, she knows this man would never do anything to hurt her or take away her choices.

She remembers bits and pieces of the last week and never once did this man took advantage of her. He cared for and nursed her back to health. He whispered encouraging words into her ears while holding her every night while she was sleeping. She had never thought, now she knows , she would not be in the same healed condition she is currently in if she had spent the last week in the hospital. His very personal attention, after what she had just been through, she believes, is what brought her back not only physically but mentally, as well. This man of hers needs to know that he is her choice, has been her choice since the moment she woke up.

"I need to take you, I need you so much right now Troy. Tell me you want this as much as I do."

Sitting back, she works frantically to undo his pants. As soon as the zipper is down, she realizes that he had gone commando and that is so sexy. Warmth floods her as she feels her wetness on his boxers that he was wearing. She looked up to see his clipped nod.

"I need the words, Baby." He smirks at her theft of his words."

"God yes, Amber. I want this, I need this, Baby."

"Holy shit"! He is huge. No wonder it took a while last night. He seems bigger than her wrist, and she could not wait to feel him inside her again. First, she want a taste. She leans down and place her lips around the mushroom head, and he groans. Amber has no idea what she was doing so she just did what feels right. She ran her tongue around the end, wetting it along with her lips in the process. She looked down and saw a pearly white bead at the end and slides her tongue out to taste it, pushing into the slit a little to get as much as she could. His hands grab the sides of her head to hold her still.

Amber licks the huge head almost the size of an onion and sucks it like a huge lollipop. This will be the first time she'll be doing this, she'd only read of things like things in sex books and magazines.

"Give me a sec Baby; this is too good; I don't want to cum in your mouth this time."

Troy moans so loud and he could feel all the muscles and veins in his body stretching out. Using his hands to guide her, he lowers her head onto his waiting shaft. Amber opens as wide as she could as he slides his cock into her mouth until it hits the back of her throat.

Another louder groan reaches her ears, encouraging her to suck harder when he pulls her back off. She let him push and pull to set the pace; showing her what he likes for next time.

After three or four more strokes, he pulled her face to his and takes her mouth in a bruising kiss. Amber is wet and her tight hole is dripping of thick wetness and aching and he seems to be able to read her mind. He grabs her waist, lifting her over his legs to place her on his groin. He pulled the boxers she was wearing to the side, not wasting time to take them off, bringing them flesh to flesh.

She slides back and forth along his cock sending a sharp pulsing sensation to her core. She could cum just from this friction alone, and it seems as though that is what he is trying to accomplish. His hands on her waist slides her up and down until she was moaning in pleasure, saliva dripping down from her mouth uncontrollably.