Class Test (1)

Something is like wiggling and spreading inside my whole body.

"Aaaaaaaaahhhhhh."

It's like my veins have millions of thorns around it as they are moving, extending, stabbing, twisting. I can't help but scream my throat off, it hurts, It hurts I just wish I can skin myself alive by scratching my whole body.

The Darkness inside me is, in no way, comfortable. It is more cruel, dreadful, suffocating and painful.

I want to stop it but don't know what to do as it just comes every day when I least expect it. If I say that I didn't try to kill myself it will be a lie, But not because of pain but everything that happen until now. It is like reminding me about everything by the same pain I had suffered until now. It's not the first time I am going through this, At first I thought maybe it's my sins that incur this punishment while thinking that I start to think that, This is something I deserve but slowly but painfully it start chipping away every ounce of my mental strength making me wish I rather die than suffer this.

Every night I thought it would stop next day but with time it only became more painful and unbearable.

I stand up and start smashing myself in wall, it hurts but all I want is get rid of pain but nothing I do helps me to get rid of it.

I can't see anything but darkness all around, it makes me kill myself in this darkness. This loneliness and emptiness makes me go crazy.

I start rolling on the ground in the pain holding onto pillows until I dug my finger into it. I wish someone hold on to me but I know that's something I don't deserve it.

"Aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh."

Up until this moment I never once stop screaming. My Throats hurts but this pain in my throat is only relief in this never-ending hell.

*

"Yawnnn."

"Have trouble sleeping?"

Lucas asked me while looking for someone.

"Hmm. Are you looking for someone?"

He gave me a nod. "Hmm, I am looking for Alice."

I turn my head and asked him in questioning voice "Who?"

Lucas grabs me and pulls down. "Do you only know how to make enemies?"

I was clearly surprised as he told me. "Wha-What happened?"

He asked me in disbelief. "Do you really not know who Alice Evans is?"

I gave him a nod "I am listening."

"She is daughter of leader of Dragon Slayer which is No.1 Guild of Human Domain. In a way, she is comparable to Kiera Roscent in term of background. She is beautiful and curvy, As long as you get her, your life will take a turn of fortune."

After looking in his left and right, He continued

"But the thing is she have crazy amount of suitor but that's not the interesting part. Interesting part is she herself, she is total player and she is turning them into her follower using them for her advantage."

I can't help but gulp down thinking about an image of a lady with wheat blonde hair sitting on throne of boys while clearly having a sadistic smile.

"Oy, you are wrong. She is not like that but she is kiting them so that she can use them for her advantage and raise her guild status. I don't give a damn about it though as I am purely after her body."

"Don't taint the word like 'Pure' with your intention. You have anything but pure intention toward her."

A sweet voice interrupted us. "On your seat, Class is starting."

Classes starts and end with no accident and Now I just silently admire her curves and nothing else. So, she can't complain anymore.

After classes ended, I didn't do anything besides training and I also went to library sometimes to broaden my view. I also think I made a silent friend inside the library.

This continue for more than two weeks as there is nothing remarkable happened in LIFE but can't say it will continue.

Miss Chloe stands in front of us and explain everything in calm, polite and as usual emotionless voice. Her voice is sweet but lacks of emotions are always audible…or it may be her expression. Well, Whatever.

"Student as you may know; today will be your first Interclass Match where your and other classes will battle for Class Points (CP). Class Points are points which decide your Student Points distribution. Of course you may already receive your Ranking Resources but this an opportunity to earn more of resources."

Rules are following:-

1. Game Name is Letter Shuffle.

2. All Classes will be distributed with a Class Letter. The Class Letter will be in possession of a postman.

3. Postman and Recipients will be selected in following ways:-

a) All students will get arranged according to ranking inside the class.

b) Students will arrange in five rows and according to ranking and two students will be chosen from each row. The entire chosen students will be recipient. Classes will have to choose their postman between recipients.

c) Classes are to report their postman and recipient before 2:00 p.m.

4. Students will challenge other class and found their class letter. The fastest one will win and ranking will continue.

5.1st Rank receives 1000 CP (Class Points), 2nd 900 CP, 3rd 800 CP, 4th 700 CP, 5th 600 CP, 6th 500 CP, 7th 400 CP, 8th 300 CP, 9th 200 CP.

1st Place will also receive additional 500 points. Those who manage to save their class stamp will be reward with another 500 CPs.

6. All Classes will have four chances. Once chosen a class, it can't be change for a day.

7. A student can only fight a recipient once. Challenging student cost SPs according to difference in ranks (10SP per rank difference), it is received by challenger. Student with lower rank than opponent doesn't need to pay SPs.

8. Any form of obvious cheating will result in direct expulsion or last ranked.