the beginning of the heart is restless.

For a woman who has entered the age of 23, the thing that scares her is waking up from a dream from a dark memory.

"You ok, sweety?"

"Mother..."

And every time that happened, her adoptive mother always approached and tried to calm her down so she could go back to sleep in peace.

"Don't be afraid, miya. You are safe."

Her mother knows that only those words can make Miya not afraid. Because those words came from the person who saved her 10 years ago. Even so, the person who was supposed to be her adoptive father had died.

"i know you're so scare. But don't worry, i'm here now. Sweety" she said while trying to calm down miya.

As soon as her feelings had calmed down, her mother immediately took her to the dining room for breakfast..

"Are you still thinking about that?"

When she woke up scared from a bad dream, she didn't feel like eating. But actually every morning she wakes up, she's always in a hurry

"I know that you've always wanted to know about your nightmares. You must have wanted to ask a lot of things because of that matter. But before that, it would be better to finish your breakfast first. Wouldn't it be today if you..."

Not finished talking, Miya quickly finished her breakfast. Even in such a hurry, she choked and quickly took a glass of water to drink. Her mother couldn't help but laugh at her behavior. Because today, Miya has a class schedule that she can't refuse.

Moreover, there are tasks that certainly make her head dizzy.

She rushed here and there. Starting from bathing, changing clothes, even preparing her equipment. But the funny thing.. when she wanted to wear shoes, she wore socks instead of gloves.

"Sorry mother, I'll go first" she said while hiding her embarrassment.

"Becareful sweety."

Every time she saw miya out of the house, deep down she felt guilty. She was always thinking, whether she should mention the hospital incident that happened to Miya, and tell her that she is not her real mother. All she could do was pray.