17. When everything falls apart

I'm still sitting on him biting in his neck, but now I did bite too hard and taste his blood. Xandor is looking with his eyes wide open, putting me again underneath him. "You are so special, Cara," he said with a rasp in his voice out of emotions I don't understand. As he throws my bra into the room, I am again in here and now, coming out of my deep thoughts.

He takes my breast in his mouth and I feel his fangs going over the tips of my nipples. I almost yelled it out, this feels so great.

He stands before me, looking at my body, lingering for his. At a fast speed, he undressed himself only to his underwear and is back on me. I feel all the muscles of his hard chest on mine as he kisses me. I let my hands slide over his hardback, then I go with my hands into his hair. He groans and kisses me as he is going with one hand to my tiny slip, where he slid his hand into it. I feel his fingers carrying me on my already wet clit. I almost came as he put one finger into my vagina and goes on a slow-motion in and out of me. I moan so crazy that the whole castle will hear it.

I see the blood in his neck where I had bitten him and like it up, he growls and threw his underwear into the room. He steps away from me and takes something out of his pants. But the only thing I could look at was his giant dick. Hell, he is big! My husband was my first one, and we were not so into sex all the time that if he would be too hard, I will rip. Then it hit me, I am cheating on my husband! What am I doing? But before I can act, I feel again Xandros lay himself on me. And when I want to stop, I feel him going into me, and I was first in shock at how hard he was going. I was screaming out in pain, Xandros was looking at me if he didn't know what to do. Also, he goes through with it, and tears are falling from my eyes. I thought this was something we both could enjoy. After a couple of minutes that felt like hours, he slowed his tempo and kissed me again, and I tried to relax. He whispered sorry in my ear, first I did found it odd. Then he touched again my breast and kissed them, and I came for him. I really came! I can't believe my body. How could I enjoy this, after all, he first treated me as a barbarian. Hurt, I step to the bathroom with tears falling from my eyes, where I look into the mirror to myself. Why did I go through with it? Did I have a choice? Before I go back, I take the bathrobe from the hook and step back inside. I look at Xandros sitting up, just taken off a condom? I hadn't seen him put one on.

When he had his pants on I tried to ask him, because he is not a talker it could be that he ignored the question, like every question almost, "why did you use a condom? You can't make children?" I asked him, with my hands in my hips, not wanting to let him see he had gotten me emotional.

"Who told you, we couldn't make a woman pregnant? Not our own kind, but humans can get pregnant, Cara," he said when he gets closer to me, putting the pluck of hair behind my ear. I step a strep afterward me, out of fear. He looks at me and tried again to come closer to me, "Cara, did I hurt you?" Is he really asking me this? Didn't he see he hurt me, pounding that hard into me? I pull the bathrobe stronger if he is still coming closer to me.

"You are bleeding! Sorry, Cara, I hadn't thought I was that fast," he said with an apologetic voice, staring still in my eyes. Now he is standing in front of me, "you are the first human I had sex with after I turned like this."

I look up in his eyes, where I can see the truth in it. I feel again his lips on mine, but this makes me not go off my plan. Furthermore, I am still persuaded to escape here someday. Dying is not an option anymore! Now I feel this connection with him, maybe he will let me go if I would ask.

The door burst open and there is standing Remus, turning his head at Xandros, getting on his knees onto the ground. Kneeling at Xandros his feet, "sorry sir that I have to burst in here like this, but Firius and the board had decided to open the bloodygames," he says. Facing the ground, not wanting to see Xandros lose it, as he did. He steps to Remus takes his brown ponytail and puts his face to his, "when?" Asked Xandros, angry-looking at him, "now." When I heard these words I take my heart that is still pounding hard into my chest. Scared, I look away from them, whipping a tear away from my eye.

I stand in the door when Xandros takes off, still without a shirt. I walk after him, frozen what he would do, it didn't care if I was still in my bathrobe. I step the stairs off and see Kado furious stepping into the castle, at this point I hadn't seen him a month and there he stands before Xandros like a mad man. Xandros is looking if he would kill him for his disrespect to his master. "You must kneel for the king, and your master, and ask for forgiveness for this outrageous act of yours," Says Remus in a hard voice that echoes in the entrance hall. Then Kado sees me standing in my bathrobe and Xandros with his chest naked, you didn't have to be a genius to see what we had done before. Kado is getting more furious at Xandros, "you fucked her! You betrayed her and you fucked her! I thought you might change after all these fights to stop the games," he was so emotional and hurt for me, but why? What did he do?

Xandros hit him in the face and take him with his hair to bow for him, "first you show me some respect! You can't burst into my room and yell at me!" He yelled with a growl in his tone. "Cleo, believe me. He did this! He killed Firius his wife and made him angry, and now we are all going to pay!" As he yelled the last words, I feel sick. I had just sex with that monster! I offered myself for her, hadn't slept in days, almost died! And he killed her! This is he going to pay for, not to Firius!