sadness

sadness is a bad thing.

right but i try to make myself sad

not like it's a lot of work

i don't romantisice depression

it's just that sadness is the only thing that wil stay with me

i know that it's. a bad mindset.

i just want something to stick with me

without having to break myself to have it stay

i don't want to force somebody to care for me

i dont even care about myself

i just don't wanna be. disappointed again

i will dry my own tears

don't worry about me