ENTERING the small piece of land that bore the closest resemblance
to the outside forest, Isaiah saw the sun rising behind the taller pine
trees, surrounding both the insides and outsides of the rusty-colored,
northwest wall. He stared at the ground where he had planted his
seed a year earlier. Certain it had been exactly a year, for it was day
three, which happened to be his eighteenth birthday. With no major
seasonal changes in central Araktéa, these were things you had to
keep close track of, if of any interest to you. He’d personally done so by
carving the wall underneath his bed every morning since coming to
the Huxley fortress. Not because he thought the third to be any more
special than the other days making up a year. It seemed every day
was somebody’s birthday after all, and seen away from the lords, the
sirs, patrons, and other great men – celebrating theirs as if they’d been
miraculous godly events – Isaiah thought all of them quite similar. It
was rather due to his seeding he bothered keeping track. This, as well
as his wall carvings, he’d kept to himself of course, for although it was
nothing like the pagan rituals that’d been banned from the fortress,
the line between what was permi'ed and not, seemed to be in an
ever-changing flux.
The ritual itself was a simple one. Last year’s seed had been given to
him by Lady Huxley’s gardener, and whether he’d been kind enough
to spare or smuggle it out for him, Isaiah was not certain of. In normal circumstances,
his grandfather would have gifted him one on the
morning of his birthday. They would go to their garden and he would
ask a question as he planted it. It was a good training of his patience,
as he’d then need to wait a whole year before observing its response.
He’d always considered it an intelligent way of celebrating, having
been taught there were few things more precious than having your
questions answered. It was for this reason that the art of asking the
right ones was something every person should strive for – a skill that
saddened him to see, most people did not acquire in the slightest.
In his life, he’d never had any doubt about the accuracy of a plants’
answer. He was of course well aware a plant could not talk – such
nonsense was a thing of village lore. Instead, there were ways to
interpret them, ways they could tell you things that only nature itself
could know with certainty. Leaving behind his expectations while
going through the process was perhaps the most challenging part.
Because of his grandfather’s botany book he normally knew what
kind of plant the seed would grow up to be – sometimes making him
overly hopeful. The Lady’s gardener had no books of the sort and had
only given him a strange, foreign name he’d never heard of and had
forgo'en soon after. And so, he had not imagined anything during last
year’s seeding or expected it to blossom into some lush, colorful
flower. It wasn’t about a plant’s beauty after all, but how it grew
according to its own nature. Just as his grandfather always said, “A
rose is no more precious than a corpse flower. Both have their place, and both have
theirsays.” Thus far their ‘says’, or perhaps his interpretations of them,
had never turned out to be untrue. No seed had ever failed to respond,
and yet, there he was, now a grown man, standing on the very same
ground he had a year before and it was no less flat.
The climate was different and more unpredictable in the Nahbí
region, and so he’d suspected that quite possibly, whatever it was,
wouldn’t fully blossom within a year like seeds did at home. He’d
thought he'd need to give it a few more weeks for a clear answer, but
the fact that the seed had not left as much as the tiniest of sprouts for
him, was something he had not prepared for. For a moment he
considered if he’d gone to the wrong place, or that someone had
perhaps seen it from afar and foolishly gifted it to some woman they
fancied. After digging his fingers into the cold dirt, both hopes were fancied.
After digging his fingers into the cold dirt, both hopes were
soon disconfirmed. The seed was exactly where he’d left it – two
inches underground, three steps away from the surrounding oaks
that’d been shedding orange and yellow leaves around themselves,
making the area almost look pre'y for once.
“There will be no answers this year.” Isaiah thought, observing it
as it laid heavy in his palm. On any other birthday, this would have
been a disappointment. An annoyance that might have left him
mu'ering in the garden for half a day, before finally coming to terms
with reality, and choosing a new and more relevant question to ask
for their next seeding. But last year’s question had been the most
important one he’d ever asked and not one he’d made out of curiosity
(a luxurious and juvenile emotion he could no longer afford). “I need to
know!” He moaned. Giving the ground a childlike kick. Crisp leaves
lazily lifted, then fell back down whilst some crow mocked him from
afar. Slightly embarrassed by his tantrum, he looked around to
reassure himself nobody was watching.
Studying the seed more closely, he wondered if it was dead but
found no signs of damage to it. It was bigger than any other seed he’d
planted, and so he’d had a hope it would perhaps grow up to be
something he’d never seen before. For a moment he considered
planting it elsewhere that might be slightly sunnier, but quickly
concluded it pointless. The earth was perhaps not fertile enough to
nurture it, and besides, he had not taken the time to think of a new
question for this year’s seeding. His plan had been to be gone long
before. By then he would want to be home - home in Delta, where
everything grew effortlessly and where you didn’t need to worry
about anyone stealing your plants, or for the soil not to do what soil
was meant to do. And so, still hassled, he threw the seed away and
marched over to the fields, where more reliable things grew.
It was as silent as ever and slightly chiller than it’d been for the past
weeks. Still, he pulled off his woolen sweater, as its itch seemed
particularly eager to torment him. The only wind meeting his arms
was the one made by his own movement, and he noticed his
temperature rising strangely. Finally, he stopped somewhere right in
the middle of the fields for no particular reason. Squa'ing down, the
smell of smoke from the clay oven placed on the courtyard right next to
the main building, and the steep ladder that led to its bell tower
reached his nostrils. Some two hundred yards east he could see there
was still an hour left before it would ring, signaling the time for
breakfast. For now, it was only him out there, and seven gray-clothed
women flocking around the oven, with huge pots to serve the late
risers. As usual, he’d been the first to have his breakfast. It’d been the
same porridge they’d been serving for the past moon span or so. A
li'le too sweet for his taste, but edible still, and enough to keep him
fueled for a few hours of labor.
For his daily chore, he’d brought his smallest spade with him, as
well as three, Hessian sacks that were to be filled within the day. More
than usual, he wanted it done quickly, but before even having pulled
the first potato out of its obscure misery, he heard panting. Looking
up, he noticed two, large dogs standing a couple of feet away and
lurched backwards. One light and one dark, both gray and fiercely
yellow eyed. He’d seen them many times – walking around unbound –
and he’d been very relieved that they’d never paid him much
a'ention. Now, they were glaring straight at him, and he was about
to panic, although their gazes flickered with something more
resembling expectation than blood thirst.
“Good morning.” A man’s voice said, and once again he was
startled, until he noticed Archilai’s slender figure approaching. His
shadow laid long behind his impressive height, making him easier
than most to recognize from afar. Isaiah had previously estimated
that he had to be sixty or older, though his large, silver beard and
bushy eyebrows did well in concealing what might either be signs of
age or youth.
“Hello.” He responded, his voice thin and revealing. The two of
them usually didn’t converse, and so, even if they were the only ones
in the fields just then, it seemed strange he would greet him. Had it not
been for the dogs he needed rescue from, interacting with anyone
would have seemed especially troublesome just then.
“Hope these fine beasts didn’t startle you, boy. Violet, Dusk, come
on here!” His panic dissolving, Isaiah realized he shouldn’t be
surprised as the dogs often seem to be following Archilai around. He’d
warned the children about them numerous times and on many
occasions had to stop them from pulling their tails, ears, and whatever
limbs they could grab a hold of. The children in the fortress,
he’d decided, were often very foolish and their parents seemingly
incompetent in changing this fact.
“They weren’t.” He assured him, relieved as Violet and Dusk obeyed
and turned their vicious eyes towards a stick that Archilai waved
around. He threw it across the field with an impressive range for
someone so scrawny looking. Grinned as they ran, before looking
down at him under the wide, stray hat (covering an otherwise bald
head).
“I guess it’s me then. You’d prefer to be alone, lad?” He was quick to
say, grinning even wider as he noticed the boy’s rosy cheeks flaring
red. A tendency he’d observed on more than one occasion already.
“No... that’s alright. There is more than enough space here.” Isaiah
tried, surprised by his bluntness.
“Worry not, I won’t bother you for long. Tomorrow you’ll have all
these roots for yourself – well, at least for the early hours.” Isaiah
glimpsed at him, wondering if he’d sincerely come with the intention
of bothering him, or if he’d a'empted to make a joke.
“I am not bothered.” He said and started digging again as Archilai
took a step closer.
“No? Well, don’t you wish to break free, lad?” He asked, glaring
straight at the sun that had started rising higher behind the boy’s
back. Where the dogs chased each other in giant, joyous circles. There
was still some beauty left in this place.
“Don’t we all...” Isaiah responded absentmindedly as he placed the
first potatoes in his sack.
“Oh, I doubt that. But I’m asking you.” The young boy sighed and
Archilai noticed the tension in his arms and shoulders that seemed to
have grown much wider and harder this past year.
“Of course I do.” He said. Escaping, he’d noticed, was a topic spoken
of quite consistently and a'empted quite rarely. Yet, there was a
certain edge in Archilai’s tone, almost suggesting he was being
serious.
“It appears to me, you’re a clever and strong young man. Why don’t
you?”
“For all you know, I might be planning to.”
“Oh. So, you do have a plan? That’s terrific!” he said, with an
enthusiasm that made his accent more evident than usual.
“Quite possibly.” Isaiah answered as plainly as he could, pulling
another potato from the ground. Placing it in the sack. “Leave me
alone.” He thought, suddenly grossly aware of how his undershirt had
already started clinging to his back.
“Well lad, won’t you tell me about it, then?”
“For obvious reasons, I cannot, but I assume you will know soon
enough – once I’m gone.” It was the first time he’d even indicated that
he had an escape plan, and he instantly felt himself regre'ing it. Not
knowing Archilai very well, and still preoccupied with the
unsuccessful seeding, he was in no mood to contemplate on his
crumbling agenda.
“If I was the one assuming here...” the bearded man began,
cleansing his throat and leaning towards a tall spade that looked like
it would be of no good use out there, “I’d say you’re waiting for the
event that is to happen in ten days’ time. If this were the case, I’d tell
you ge'ing through the northern gates won’t be a good option unless
you’ve come up with a very clever scheme, as they’ve planned on
having more guards this year.” Isaiah paused for a moment, his
stomach twisting even tighter than it had whilst facing the dogs. He
then resumed, trying his best to keep up the same, casual
disengagement, as he asked, “Has anyone a'empted this before?”
“Of course. Quite a few actually, which I guess is why they’re being
more cautious this time.” Had he made a greater effort to look for a
bright side that day, it would’ve been the fact that he’d just received
the answer to his question – a loud, and terribly clear, no. It was after
overhearing how drunk and sloppy the guards tended to be during
this particular event, he’d decided to ask the seed if he’d be able to
escape that night - without ge'ing caught. Asking this, he’d almost
sensed his grandfather sighing and shaking his head at him. “Limiting
questions will bring you nothing but limiting answers.” He knew it
was true, but with the limitations of his particular circumstances it
had seemed inevitable. Simply asking if it was possible for him to
escape wouldn’t tell him when, and he already knew some captives
succeeded on occasion, just to be taken by the Kadoshi and brought
back shortly after. He guessed he should feel happy for the ones who’d
go'en out before him, but he wasn’t. Not even in the slightest, and
even less so for the ones who’d been sluggish.
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