THOUGH having spent the night no more than half asleep, Isaiah
woke up to an even darker morning than usual. Squinting towards the
clock at the opposite side of the room (after all these years, still
annoying him with its repetitive ticks and tacks), he saw it was only
some minutes past five. Nevertheless, he slipped his feet onto the cool,
wooden floor, sensing an unusual restlessness in his bones as he
slipped underneath the bed to carve the wall. Pulling on his last set of
clean clothes and slipping into the leather boots that were still a
number too large, he made an effort to stay as silent as he could. The
sound of unrhythmic snoring from his seven roommates remained,
while the clock persisted its torment. Only within the last few “ticks”,
the door creaking as he opened it, he heard them turn and murmur in
discontentment. He was usually be'er at opening doors discreetly.
Walking outside and down the steep, stone stairs facing the
courtyard, the air was chill and the sky still dark with the faintest
touch of purple from the li'le he could see of the horizon. There was
no bird song, and he felt himself missing it, just like he did every
morning. The clay oven stood cold and abandoned still, and having
less patience and hunger than usual, he walked over to the fields while
rethinking the promises he’d made to himself some hours earlier,
fading promises he felt far less clear about now, he realized. There was
an urge to forget them and start plotting another day. Perhaps after
the event, which he’d been interested to witness from afar. “Men in
our family keep our promises.” his grandfather’s voice rang in his head
and Isaiah sighed. He would need to begin today. Maybe he could
begin by searching around the walls and find a place to dig a hole. Or
perhaps start talking to the guards and find out about their
weaknesses like Archilai had once done. Neither of these approaches
seemed efficient to him. No, he’d have to think of something be'er, and
he was sure he would by the time his sacks were full. The field’s, or the
silence that was often found there, tended to bring him clarity.
To his relief, the fields were empty when he reached them, and
didn’t have a man, dog or even a crow in sight. Archilai had kept his
word in that regard, and he considered finding him in the afternoon
and apologizing for what he increasingly felt had been rather ill-
mannered behavior on his own behalf. Though not very fond of
conversing, feuds were an unfamiliarity he felt particularly
uncomfortable with. Though his bluntness had been unasked for, he
seemed to be meaning well, and perhaps he’d been sincere about
helping. Regardless, Isaiah still wanted to make the escape plan
himself, and so he thought he’d wait till he had an idea, before seeking
him out. Eager to fill his sacks, he started pulling up the starches. A
few minutes passed as he listened to the satisfying sound of them
giving in to his grip, before he heard the sound of light boots.
“Isaiah, Lady Huxley is requesting you.” It was the Lady’s gardener
– the little man with the broken seed, that seemed to come and go with
odd inconsistency.
“At this hour? What has happened?”
“I know not, but we should not let her wait.” He insisted, his face a
map of confused lines and round corners. Shrugging, Isaiah left his
sacks and walked along with the long-bearded man, who only
reached him to the shoulders. Though he wanted to ask him about the
useless seed, he instead worried the patrons had somehow overheard
the conversation from the previous morning.
“Did she seem angry?”
“No.” he answered. “A little... tense perhaps.” Isaiah swallowed
hard at this. They’d been alone. He was certain of it, and yet he had a
strong sense he was in some sort of trouble.
Dressed in a yellow dress, patterned with golden flowers that could
only be seen from up close, the Patroness stood, straight as a statue,
waiting for them at the end of the fields. Her hands (the only thing
Isaiah always allowed himself to admire of hers) were clasped
together Infront of her. It was the first time he’d seen her out at this
hour, and he needed to contain himself not to look directly at her face,
as the first flares of dim morning light met with her radiant, olive
tinted skin.
“Good morning, Lady Huxley.” He said, bowing and then keeping
his gaze lowered towards the grayish, green grass as he straightened
his back. Although unreasonable, he always watched his thoughts
(along with his gaze), whenever she was around. There’d been rumors
suggesting she could read and even control the minds of men, and as
ridiculous as this sounded, he’d long since decided to be on the safe
side of certain superstitions.
“It is a very good morning indeed. Tzelem has returned to us.” She
said, her voice as sweet and cool as if she’d spoken of the weather. For
the briefest of moments, Isaiah almost wished she could read his
thoughts, and perhaps clarify exactly what it was they wished to tell
him just then. He opened his mouth, as if to say something, then closed
it again, feeling his cheeks flaring. Once again, the dead knight had
returned to the living. After mumbling a response of vague
comprehension, he walked along with her towards the main building
in silence.
Minutes later, he was back in the same dining room where he’d first
met the patrons four years earlier. It was half the size of the ballroom
and seemed even smaller with its black floors and heavy, scarlet
curtains. Next to the long, lacquered table in the center, stood the man
that (though appearing older and slightly less muscular), was very
much alive. His so-called master and teacher, who’d never taught him
anything at all. The man that had taken him under his wing for some
days, before riding off and abandoning him there. His brother’s
fortress had been meant as a very temporary placement. They’d told
him to blend in and not speak of why he was there, and so Isaiah
hadn’t. Not once. It was not until everyone had started addressing the
knight’s absence as his death two years before, Isaiah had stopped
actively condemning him for his circumstances. The patrons had
insisted he should stay till there were any further notice of Tzelem’s
body being found and Isaiah had found himself guilty of hoping for
such a message, until nearly forge'ing about it entirely. Now, that he
was standing before him, he felt the same, biting resentment
returning. Had he come a few days earlier, he perhaps wouldn’t have
reawakened it, but just as usual, the timing couldn’t have been worse
for Tzelem Huxley.
“You’re alive.” Isaiah said.
“I am.” His voice was still deep, slightly rasp and so whispery,
people needed to pay close attention when he spoke. “For now,” he
added, his hard, gray eyes staring at him curiously.
“Where have you been?”
“I am sure you have many questions, Isaiah. Now is not the time...”
“It’s been four years, Tzelem.” He had to control his tone, reminding
himself that though not a lord, it was indeed a knight he was speaking
to. “One that owes me an explanation, nevertheless.” He thought. Not
to mention an apology, although none of it could ever make up for
what he’d done – or failed to do.
”I know. And it seems they’ve done you good,” the tall man said,
still standing with his hands behind his back, measuring him from the
head and down. “Now he looks like his father, perhaps the messenger
was right, afterall.” Tzelem thought, and then he said, “I believe you’re
ready to come with me now.”
“Come with you? Where to?”
“South.” Tzelem said motionlessly.
“When?” Isaiah stuttered. This had of course been the plan from the
very beginning. Yet, the plan had felt as dead to him as his master had,
and he hadn’t made even minor preparations to go on any mission
that wouldn’t take him straight home.
“We leave tomorrow.” He didn’t smile with the statement, but his
steely, narrow eyes seemed to lift ever so slightly, being about as
much of a pleasant expression his long face was capable of making.