The immense temple bell, the size of a mountain boulder, rang out for the
one hundred and eighth time, its deep sonorous dong resonating into the
night. Spirals of incense smoke swirled through the air and candles fluttered
in all corners of the Buddha Hall like a heavenly constellation of stars.
Jack stood in silence with the entire school as they waited for the slow
swing of the long wooden pendulum hammer to come to a rest.
'GOOD FORTUNE FOR THE NEW YEAR!' announced Masamoto.
Dressed in his ceremonial flame-red phoenix robes, he stood before a
large bronze statue of the Buddha.
The Niten Ichi Ryū was celebrating Ganjitsu, a festival that marked the
beginning of the New Year. Jack had discovered that the Japanese
celebrated New Year, not on the first of January like most Western
countries, but according to the Chinese calendar several weeks later in
anticipation of the arrival of spring.
It had been Sensei Yamada's honour to strike the temple bell for the
final time to mark midnight, and he now knelt before the Buddha shrine in
order to bestow blessings upon the school.
Robed in their finest kimono, the students formed a line that coiled
round the hall like a bejewelled dragon. Jack wore the burgundy silk
kimono that Akiko's mother, Hiroko, had given him on leaving Toba. It
bore Masamoto's phoenix kamon, picked out in fine golden thread so that it
caught the light every time he moved. That though was nothing compared
to Akiko's attire. She had a purple orchid in her hair and was dressed in a
glorious yellow, green and blue sparkling kimono that appeared to be
woven out of hundreds of butterfly wings.
'So why was the bell tolled exactly one hundred and eight times?' Jack
asked as they waited in line to receive their first blessing of the year. The
rituals of Buddhism were still bizarre to his Christian way of thinking.
Akiko didn't respond. When Jack looked, her attention was elsewhere,
her eyes far away, and her face appeared paler than usual.
'Are you all right?' he asked.
Akiko blinked and her eyes came back into focus. 'Yes, I'm fine.'
Jack studied her a moment longer. She smiled back in response to his
concern, but her eyes looked rheumy.
Beside her, Yori was fumbling with the sleeves of his kimono, which
hung too long for his tiny frame. He answered Jack's question instead.
'Buddhists believe that man suffers from one hundred and eight desires or
sins. With each ring of the bell, one of these sins is driven out and the evils
of the previous year forgiven.'
What a curious way to be pardoned, thought Jack, having been
brought up believing only God and Christ alone had the power to forgive
sins. Despite his scepticism, Jack thought he could still hear the bell ringing
inside his head.
Then he realized Sensei Yamada was gently striking a large brass bowl
while hammering out a hypnotic rhythm upon a wooden block and chanting
softly to each student in turn. The bowl sounded as if it was singing, the
note going round and round in an undying circle.
When it became their turn to be blessed, Akiko whispered, 'Follow
what I do.'
Jack had considered not participating in the Buddhist ceremony, but he
realized that with the growing animosity towards Christians and foreigners
he needed to blend in as much as possible. Showing his willingness to
accept Japanese beliefs might help him to win favour. Besides, as Sensei
Yamada had once said, their religions were 'all strands of the same rug,
only different colours'.
Jack carefully watched Akiko step up to a large urn full of sand, take a
stick of incense from a nearby box and light it with a candle. She stuck the
incense among the forest of burning sticks, the urn now resembling a huge
smoking pincushion. Akiko then bowed twice in the direction of the bronze
Buddha, following this with two hand claps and a final bow. Sensei Yamada
beckoned Akiko over. She knelt down before him, bowed once more, then
offered the monk her orchid as a gift.
Jack suddenly realized he hadn't brought a gift to offer the Buddha.
But before he could do anything about it, it was his turn. Without any other
alternative, Jack stepped up to the urn, a large waft of woody incense filling
his nostrils, and repeated the ritual that he had seen Akiko perform. He then
knelt and bowed awkwardly before Sensei Yamada.
'I'm sorry, Sensei,' began Jack, bowing again by way of an apology,
'but I don't have anything to give.'
'Don't worry, Jack-kun. You're not yet familiar with all our customs,'
said the old monk, smiling serenely back at him. 'The most perfect gift to
offer is an honest and sincere heart. It is clear to me that is exactly what
you've just brought to the altar and in return I will bestow my blessings
upon you for the year.'
Sensei Yamada began a Buddhist chant that rolled from his lips and
flowed warm and hypnotic into Jack's ears…
'Just as the soft rains fill the streams,
pour into the rivers and join together in the oceans…'
…the silken words weaved in and out of the chimes of the singing bowl and
Jack felt his eyes begin to close…
'So may the power of every moment of your goodness flow
forth to awaken and heal all beings…'
…Jack's ears thrummed with each beat of the wooden block and he began
to drift, his whole being gently vibrating…
'Those here now, those gone before, those yet to come.'
He opened his eyes, his mind calmed and his heart filled with an expansive
joy.
His Zen master bowed to indicate the blessing was over. Jack thanked
him and got up to depart, when on an impulse he said, 'Sensei, may I ask
you something?'
The old monk nodded. Recalling Sensei Hosokawa's riddle of the
years, Jack continued, 'I have to master mushin quickly, but I don't
understand how the harder I work at it, the longer it will take.'
'The answer is to slow down,' replied Sensei Yamada.
Jack stared at his teacher, mystified by yet another contradiction. 'But
won't that take even longer?'
Sensei Yamada shook his head. 'Impatience is a hindrance. As with all
things, if you attempt to take short cuts, the final destination will rarely be
as good and may even be unattainable.'
Jack thought he understood and Sensei Yamada smiled, recognizing
the glimmer of enlightenment in Jack's eyes.
'More haste, less speed, young samurai.'
Outside, the courtyard was empty of snow and the early signs of spring
could be seen in the budding flowers of the surrounding cherry-blossom
trees. Jack, Akiko and the others made their way over to the Hall of
Butterflies where the Ganjitsu celebrations were to continue until dawn.
Inside the Chō-no-ma, tables had been laid with bowls of ozoni soup
and plates piled high with sticky white rice cakes called mochi. Several
groups of students were already tucking into the feast. A small crowd was
gathered around two girls in the middle of the hall who were giggling
loudly as they batted a feathered shuttlecock between them with wooden
paddles. Jack noticed that the face of one of the girls was covered in large
black spots.
'What's going on?' asked Jack, sitting down at a free table.
'Hanetsuki,' Akiko replied, pouring each of them a cup of steaming
sencha. 'If you fail to hit the shuttlecock, your face is marked with ink.'
A cheer and more laughter erupted as the girl missed the shuttlecock
again and had to suffer another blotch of ink.
'May I join you?' asked Tadashi, bearing a plate of rice cakes.
Yamato and Saburo shuffled along to make room for him beside Jack.
'Here, try this,' suggested Tadashi, offering Jack a mochi.
Jack bit into the rice cake. While it was tasty, it was also very
glutinous and he found it difficult to swallow. Tadashi laughed and slapped
him on the back to stop him choking. Jack took several swigs of sencha to
wash the rice cake down.
Tadashi offered the rice cakes to the rest of the table. Everyone tucked
in, though Jack noticed Akiko didn't touch her food. Then he spotted
Kazuki and his Scorpion Gang sit down at the table opposite.
Kazuki glanced over at Jack but ignored him. His friends began to
clear the table of plates, while Kazuki dealt out a deck of cards across its
surface. They huddled close as he selected a card from another pile and read
its contents to the group. Immediately, there began a frenzy of cardsnatching and boisterous shouting at one another.
'What's that they're playing?' asked Jack.
'Obake Karuta,' replied Tadashi, putting down his soup. 'One person
reads out clues and the others have to match it to a legendary character or
monster featured on one of the upturned cards. The player who accumulates
the most cards by the end of the game wins.'
'Jack, I'll show you a game you should try,' Yamato announced,
finishing his sencha. 'Fukuwarai.'
'Fuku-what?' repeated Jack.
But Yamato merely beckoned him over to where a group of students
was huddled round a picture of a face hung upon the wall. They were all
laughing at a blindfolded girl who was trying to pin a mouth on to the face.
Judging by the fact that the eyes and nose were located on its chin, she
wasn't doing very well.
'Go on, Jack,' encouraged Yamato after the girl had pinned the mouth
to the face's forehead, 'you have a go.'
Yamato grabbed Jack, blindfolded him and handed him the mouth. He
then positioned him three paces in front of the blank face before spinning
him round several times.
Completely disorientated and unable to see, Jack wondered how on
earth he would even find the face, let alone pin the mouth in the correct
place.
'He's got no chance,' he heard Tadashi say. 'He's not even looking the
right way!'
It was then that Jack recalled Sensei Kano's words: 'To see with eyes
alone is not to see at all.' Using the sensitivity skills he'd been taught
during the past couple of months, Jack listened to the crowd's whispers,
judging where the paper face was in relation to the changes in background
noise. Turning until he found the blank spot among the chatter, he figured
he was now facing the wall. He then visualized the face in his mind's eye,
took three confident paces forward and stuck the mouth on.
'Good work, Jack. Now the eyes and nose.'
Yamato spun him again, then handed him the other features. Once
more Jack 'listened' for the face, using all his other senses to judge where
to go. Once he finished, a stunned silence filled the air. Then everyone
applauded.
'How did he do that?' exclaimed Tadashi to Yamato. 'He must have
cheated. Jack, you couldn't see, could you?'
Shaking his head, Jack lifted the blindfold. In front of him was the
picture of a perfectly proportioned face. Sensei Kano's chi sao training was
clearly working.
'Beginner's luck,' explained Yamato, giving Jack a conspiratorial
nudge with his elbow. They went back to the table to rejoin the others.
Akiko was no longer among them.
'Where's Akiko?' Jack asked.
'She said she wasn't feeling very well and went to bed,' replied Kiku.
'She thinks it's something she drank.'
'Has anyone gone and checked on her?' said Jack, recalling how pale
she had looked during the ceremony and her lack of appetite.
They all shook their heads. Worried, Jack excused himself and made
his way over to the Hall of Lions.
Akiko wasn't in her room. He checked the bathhouse and toilets. She
wasn't there either. He wondered if she had gone back to the party. Jack was
about to return to the Hall of Butterflies, when he spotted a lone figure
leaving the school via the side gate.
Jack ran out of the school gate and into the midst of a carnival.