ComparedToTheWorld

Episode of life contains different kinds of stories, some of the episode is sad some can make you laugh, some can make you feel like the character its own.
This story is made up from me, your author Seraphim or Merliah_Z in Wattpad, I made this just for fun, some of this might touch your heart because this is not only a story but about reality, some are fantasy but most of it will be realistic to be more fun to read.

HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY THIS BOOK.

Episode of life

                                                            Title: My Beautiful Blessing


I am in love in the year 2021 and still in love in this beautiful blessing in 2022.


It was given to me when i am 17, when i fall in love in this boy named, Nairenz kyle.


We've met each other online and continued our love in personal, we loved each other so much that our relation ship level up on that level, i couldn't think much about it because i love him too.


We promised that we will not leave and break up, we promised that this relation ship that i thought is beautiful will not end. 


I thought that this relationship of ours is not like the others, who only love s*x and faces.


I thought in that very end of the day he will not leave me no matter what happened.


I thought in that very end of the day he will choose me no matter what it is and in any situation and any problem we had.


I thought he think the same way like me, i thought he loved me too i like i do.


But i was all just me, my thoughts, and my own promises..


But in the end of the day i was thankful, wether he's not here, he gave me this beautiful blessing.


The blessing that no one can explain, make or made.


The blessing that no one can erase and replace.


The blessing that in the end, whatever happens you will choose to love and take care of it, even tho it is hard and though.


The blessing he gave me when he leave me.


The blessing he left, and now i cherished.


I don't think he regret leaving us, but who cares.


There is no sorry that i can accept from him, and he do not deserve to give a second chance for everything he did.


All is good now, both me and my little angel is happy and contented of what we have.


But there is something that bothers me so much that i couldn't think about how to answer the question and how to explain it to my baby.


I know some day she will ask me about the past, about her father, and about things that she didn't know.


How can i explain things to her? how can i tell her that his father left us and never comeback, that his father didn't even know that she existed?, that his father cheat on me, and the fact that i don't want this blessing because it's too early?


Just how am i going to explain to her the things she wanted to know and hear? 


I am just a minor when i was pregnant, i don't know about such things like this and etc.


How can i tell her that i am suffering when i was having her?


How can i tell her that his father is a trash? how can i tell her things!? I don't know any more!!


I wanted to cry out loud, i wanted to wail so loud.


And here i was staring at my class mates who is enjoying their day, without thinking how to explain things for their baby, or to think how to feed them.


It's so happy to be teenager without a problem, all you have to think is how to pass on your exams and how to answer all the problems.


So for the teenager who is reading this? please treasure your self and enjoy your life.


Don't be hasty on having s*x on your girl or on your boy, just enjoy.


There are problems that both of you have to encounter, and questions that the both of you can only answer.


Having s*x can wait, if the both of you is for each other then so be it.


EPISODE OF LIFE 2