Going back to the queendom

Ibalina POV

I didn't know where I went wrong, what did I do wrong? Was it a mistake to attack humans and elves at the same time?

I kept questioning myself, as I kept running through the dense forest, which felt more like an unknown area to me.

I knew by looking at the trees and the lack of sound that I was lost in this thickly grown-vegetation. It was a strange feeling. Yesterday I smiled at how my girls ruthlessly killed other people, but now I don't even have a way to satisfy my thirst or hunger.

"What the hell is that monster? Where did it come from?" I kept muttering to myself, in denial at what happened. I didn't want to believe I lost against a single person.

"No wait! Am I a fool? Why didn't I take them seriously? I thought as long as I have cursed magic, I'm invincible but look at me now," I was swallowing myself in regret, I wanted to find my way to the dark elf queendom as soon as I can but, I was afraid of going back.

What can I even say to my leader?