CHAPTER 44 - What Do You Want?

  Ashley's POV;

  "Fuck, Austin... Please stop... "I beg as I shut my eyes, but deep down in my heart, I know that I don't want him to.

  He keeps pumping into me, and for a second, I feel my heart shatter. I suddenly slip into a place of guilt as I remember my adoptive mother's face. The first day I met Austin, and how she introduced us to each other as cousins, and how happy she and aunty Lily were to see Autin and me playing about with each other.

  I was just thirteen then, and he was 16. I can't do this to my family... This is a taboo. Austin can't love me. We're family. His being in love with me is a blonder. A blonder I've long allowed and should put an end to, now.

  I quickly tear my eyes open and manage to rush back to my kneels, away from Austin.

  "This... Has to stop, Austin! "I speak amidst pants, and his face falls in horror.

  I make to rush off the bed, but he grabs my hand again, and pulls me back to him, causing me to land on his lap.