CHAPTER 111- Fill Me Up With Your Seeds

  Ashley's POV;

  For days now, Gerald hasn't called or messaged me, and he hasn't taken any of my calls or replied to my texts. Now it's dawned on me that he doesn't want me anymore.

  And I understand and respect his decision. I have no right to go and beg him. No right to try to make him see anything. There's nothing to see. I'm a cheap sex addict who fucks anything. And this bitter truth has cost me, my first love.

  A few minutes ago, I chased Austin out of my house when he came to beg me to accept his love since Gerald no longer wants me.

  I want to start afresh. I want to turn a new leaf. But I don't know how to. Maybe if my parents didn't die, and my adoptive parents didn't take me in, and I never got to meet Austin, maybe then I wouldn't be a sex addict.

  But who knows, it could have made no difference, and I might have even turned out worse than this. But what is worse than a sex addict?