CHAPTER 75

　　Zenith's Point Of View

　　Meanwhile, they are now back again in the memories of her mother, Nithialyne Aspen.

　　This is my last mission for the organization, I'm still pregnant and I feel like I'm about to give birth. Hayst!

　　I hope this is not the life my child will experience...

　　Zenith wanted to answer her mother and says it much more worse than she imagined but she didn't and remain silent.

　　"Oh, Nithialyne? You're assigned to this mission?" Genesis greets me.

　　Now I'm here where I used to go when I was still studying. Where we first met Zhang and how we started.

　　"Hmm .. this is my last mission," I said

　　Shw noticed my stomach, "Zhang allowed you to be like that? It's the size of your stomach."

　　"Ah yes, I'm about to give birth too. Genesis? I want to give birth here, can you send my child safely to Zhang's family after that?"

　　She wondered, "Huh? But-Why? Didn't Zhang accompany you on this mission? That's really your man, Aish!"

　　"I didn't tell him ..."

　　She suddenly looked at me and still seemed surprised but she didn't say anything, she seemed to understand.

　　"Let's go inside the university, it's been a long time since you left here." she was already walking so I followed.

　　I never thought I would be able to return to the place where I had my freedom. "Prepare Nithialyne's room," Genesis ordered the servants.

　　"I'll follow ... welcome back, Elite Nithialyne," she said, I just smiled at her before she left. "Genesis?" I call.

　　She turned to me and stopped walking. "Hmm? Do you want anything else fixed?" "Nothing, I just want to talk to you about my mission."

　　"Is that so? Let's go to the library," she said, I took a deep breath because of that. She knew as seriously and no one else should know.

　　When we got to the room, no one was there. I sat down and she did the same.

　　"I'm not going to wander around anymore, Genesis. I took a very dangerous mission and since I'm here now, the school might be affected ..." I said

　　It was a long time before he could ask, "Can you tell me your mission? I just want to know to help. Don't worry I won't ruin your mission."

　　"I know that and I trust you completely ... but all I can say is, I have to finish what I started. Genesis, tonight I'm going to give birth and tomorrow morning I'm going to leave my child here. I won't let my child can be included because our lives depend on it, I just want to ask a favor from you. "

　　"Whatever it is ... I'll do anything for you," she said, which I had only heard from a good friend.

　　I smiled bitterly, "By the time my child grows up and is of the right age to study, I'm sure he'll come in here and I wish you wouldn't tell him about me at those times."

　　"When you say that, why do I feel like you're saying goodbye to your son as well?" she asked. "Because... my life won't last much longer," I answered directly.

　　She frowned, "What do you mean? Nithialyne, are you going to commit suicide on your mission?"

　　"Before I took the mission, I first talked to Zhang separately. I can't tell you why but now I accept it," I explained.

　　I accept my death...

　　Zenith are now crying hard and Mathias have seen that. She feel sorry for herself and to everyone who she hated in ever since.

　　"B-But? What about your child? Zhang? That man loves you so much."

　　"And so am I, it's just sad to think that this thing has to happen," I said emotionally. "Nithialyne ..." Genesis said.

　　"I thought it took me a long time to finish my bad past but I was wrong, Genesis. And right now I have to pay for everything ..."

　　She took my hand, "Whatever you're planning to, please don't go any further, we're here, Nithialyne. I won't hesitate to help you."

　　"I don't want to hurt you anymore, you've helped me so much before. It's a great honor to be friends with me, Genesis."

　　After our conversation in the library, I rested in the room prepared for me.

　　I only have a few hours left ...

　　If I retreat, the whole world will be in danger. I know it won't end here because my child will do it for me, I just need to give him enough time to be a full-fledged kind of person. The one who can save mankind.

　　I still wanted to be with him and witness him grow but it was so impossible for that to happen. Please forgive me, Zenith ...

　　I was startled by a knock on the door so I got up to open it and find out who it was. But I made a big mistake, yet — how did he know where I was?

　　"Z-Zhang ..."

　　The man I love so much.

　　I feel, I see a ghost and pouring cement on my body.

　　I couldn't move and suddenly he hugged me tightly.

　　"Dear ... I miss you, you two of our child. I beg you, let's go home," he said as if my heart was torn again and I was crying.

　　I can not talk.

　　"Please, f-forgive me, Nithialyne but he insisted on asking me where you were." I saw Genesis behind it, I just forced a smile.

　　"Dear ... I don't want to lose you to me. I've been looking for you for a few days, our child and I

　　miss you so much. I love you so much." He slipped out of the hug and looked at me earnestly, "Postpone the mission. Let's go home ..."

　　I would have liked to agree to what he wanted but every time I think about what could happen, I am afraid for our family.

　　"W-What are you doing here?" that's all that came out of my mouth, still stuttering. "My beloved wife and my child are being picked up," he replied cheerfully. I became serious, "We're separated, Zhang. I'm not coming back."

　　"Is it because of your mission? If that's the only problem, I'll help you."

　　That's when I realized ...