Chapter 17: Fear and Trembling

[Stella]

I paced back and forth between the kitchen door and outer fence trying to calm myself down. How was it possible that after all of these years, Alastair managed to find and harass me all over again? I felt myself begin to tremble as I worried about what might have happened if he’d decided to strike that house while Florence was there on her own.

It would have been all my fault. I reminded myself that Florence was safe and sound upstairs. But for how long? How far would Alastair go? I wiped at the last of my tears as my fear and my trembling dissolved into anger and rage.

What had I ever done to deserve the crap that Alastair had brought to my life? What made him think that any of this was okay and that he could simply get away with it? The anger inside of me was building to a point that I feared it might consume me. Thoughts of just leaving the mansion and facing Alastair once and for all crossed my mind.