The story

Christian home baptized in the holy spirit since i was nine years old, i always knew lord the lord i knew of the lord can't say that knew him, but life led me a little astray and i went into live in very, very belly lifestyle because i didn't want to follow the religious footsteps of my parents that led me into the sin a lot of sin. Which a lot of open the doors to. To the demons to come in and I still I was addicted to pornography. I was addicted to masturbation. I started question my sexuality. I started being interested in the girls. I started realizing quickly something's off and when I started to make efforts to change my life, I would get I felt like there was a block that wouldn't allow me to come near god a year ago when you guys had a conference in federal way and at that time the last day of the conference you guys didn't pray for deliverance your praying for the baptism of the holy spirit and for the. Healing and when pastor of law started praying for the baptism, the holy spirit, I started sensing the presence of god so strong. I started gagging. I would try to say Jesus, I couldn't even say Jesus because my job was clenched so much. I would i started a panic. I forgot to manifest and there's nobody around me to pray for me. Like, what am I going to do. And I just fell to my knees and I started foaming. I felt this enlightenment. I felt like something had completely left me and god said. Okay, now pray for my holy fire to to fill you. Things that you shared to me a little bit early. Can you mention that how it was like physical things that will attack your body. Can you just share briefly about that. Yeah, it was really crazy. I mean, one specific moment I remember which led me to think that okay. This is this is this is a spiritual. I remember I was walking and I felt like something just shoved me right here. Like on the back and just led me to the room where I was I felt like I was forced to masturbate and as I was doing. I was crying and I was grain for the baptism of the holy spirit and. For the healing and when pastor of law started praying for the baptism, the holy spirit, I started sensing the presence of god so strong, I started gagging. I would try to say Jesus, I couldn't even say Jesus because my jobs would climb so much. I would i started a panic because i forgot a manifest and there's nobody around me to pray for me. Like, what am I gonna do. And i just fell to my knees and i started foaming. I felt this enlightenment. I felt like something had completely left me and god said. Okay, now pray for my holy fire to to fill you the things that you shared to me a little bit earlier. Can you mention that how it was like physical things that will attack your body. Can you just share briefly about that? Yeah, it was really crazy. I mean, one specific moment I remember which led me to think that okay. This is this is this is a spiritual. I remember i was walking, and i felt like something just shoved me right here, like on the back and just led me to the room. I was I felt like I was forced to masturbate and as I was doing. I was crying and I was crying. I said, god, this is not me. I don't want it. I'm asking you to take this away. I don't know why I keep doing this. I really I really don't want to do this. And that was the moment when god told me it's because you need deliverance. Like I see your heart, I see your desire, but you need to get delivered. This is this is just to show us that we're not fighting against flesh and blood, but it's a spiritual powers that make one to be bow down to. And Jesus Christ came to set us free. Amen and you're I know that god continued to set you free further on it. Can you mention a little bit more about that, yeah, it was pretty amazing. So I feel realized, you know I got delivered from one thing i'd go and I have I felt like I was free enough to go in the prayer room, but every time I feel the presence of the lord, I start gagging and I was like, okay, that means i'm not and it wouldn't be just like it would be a natural gagging and I realized I needed more deliverances and then god led me to watch. The video by pastor of lad of delivering cell deliverance at home and it was in the morning I started worshipping sent the kids off to school and crying. I said, god, this is not me. I don't want it. I'm asking you to take this away. I don't know why I keep doing this. I really I really don't wanna do this. And that was the moment when god told me it's because you need deliverance. Like I see your heart, I see your desire, but you need to get delivered. This is just to show us that we're not fighting against flesh and blood, but it's a spiritual powers that make one to be bow down to sin. And Jesus Christ came to set a spring. Amen. I know that god continued to set you free further on it. Can you mention a little bit more about that, yeah, it was pretty amazing. So I feel realized, you know I got delivered from one thing i'd go and I have I felt like I was free enough to go in the prayer room, but every time I feel the presence of the lord. I start gagging and I was like. Okay, that means i'm not and it wouldn't be just like it would be a natural gagging and I realized I needed more deliverances and then god led me to watch the video by pastor of lad of deliver and sell deliveries at home and it was in the morning I started worship being sent the kids off to school and it's as a devil and you always gonna get delivered. I mean, I turned on worship music. I was like, you're gonna get out like whatever thing you're going to get out right now. And I got in the room. I laid out the towel on the floor. I started that was 9 o'clock in the morning. I started watching the video as I was watching. I was watching the sermon powerful. I was giving, i started falling asleep and that i slept all night, just fine, but it was in crazy sleep. Like I I couldn't keep my eyes open. I said, god, I need this deliverance and I was able to watch it through the whole thing then as pastor of law give the steps how the deliverance was going to go and he started praying for their announcement of the sense and he would he was he would mention every other thing I would be fine as soon as he touched the topic of generational curses I started gag and really bad and that same thing happened. I renowned say it. Renounced all the generation purses in my family for my mom and I was set free. So my relationship with god just started like had a huge jump start. I feel like i'm so hungry for the lord for the word of god. You know, I crave it is a devil. You always going to get delivered. I mean, I turned on worship music. I was like, you're gonna get out like whatever thing you're going to get out right now. And I got in the room. I laid out the towel on the floor. I started that was 9 o'clock in the morning. I started watching the video as I was watching. I was watching the sermon password was giving. I started falling asleep and that I slept all night just fine, but it was in crazy sleep. Like I I couldn't keep my eyes open as the god and he was deliverance and I was able to watch it through the whole thing then as pastor blood give the steps how the deliverance was going to go and he started praying for their announcement of the sins and he would he was he would mention every other sin. I would be fine as soon as he touched the topic of generational curses. I started gagging really bad and the same thing happened. I renounced that it renounced all the generation curses in my family for my mom and i was set free. So my relationship with god just started like had a huge jump start. I feel like i'm so hungry for the lord for the word of god. You know, I crave it is a devil and you always gonna get delivered. I mean, I turned on worship music. I was like, you're going to get out like whatever you're going to get out right now. And I got in the room. I laid out the towel on the floor. I started that was 9 o'clock in the morning. I started watching the video as I was watching. I was watching the sermon powerful lot was giving, i started falling asleep and that i slept all night just fine, but it was in crazy sleep. Like I I couldn't keep my eyes open. I said, god, I need this deliverance and I was able to watch it through the whole thing then as pastor of law give the steps how the deliverance was going to go and he started praying for their announcement of the sense and he would he was he would mention every other thing I would be fine as soon as he touched the topic of generational curses. I started gagging really bad and the same thing happened. I renowned say it renounced all the generation purses in my family for my mom and I was set free. So my relationship with god just started like had a huge jump start. I feel like i'm so hungry for the lord for the word of god, you know, I crave he wakes me up at 5:36 o'clock in the morning. I just don't do anything. I just run to the prayer room and he feeds me. He feeds me with his truth. I feel like right now is the time when he grounds me and roots me in his truth so I can walk in that truth and share with us a word advice. Those are maybe facing the same challenges, maybe seeing these continuous cycles of it. What advice can you give them to seek that freedom? And a lot of times we don't play, we think it's not the big of a deal. We listen to advice of other people. In my case. I knew deep inside when I was alone one and one with myself and god. I knew there was issue that I needed to be set for you, so I guess I would say listen to what god is trying to tell you and if you feel like you need deliverance, it's better to take the step and go and get delivered and if you don't you don't, but if you do, I mean, come on. You're going to get the best life. Jesus. And one more question to those that I feel like they grew up a Christian hold our life and they have this idea. I cannot have these effects of evil in my life. How can you break that idea? Well, look at me. I mean, baptist since I was nine years old, wakes me up at 5:36 of god in the morning. I just don't do anything. I just run to the prayer room and he feeds me. He feeds me with his truth. I feel like right now is the time when he grounds me and roots me in his truth so I can walk in that truth and you like, can you share with us a word advice, those are maybe facing the same challenges, maybe seeing these continuous cycles of it. What advice can you give them to see that freedom and a lot of times we don't play. We think it's not the big of a deal. We listen to advice of other people. In my case, I knew deep inside when I was alone one and one with myself and god, I knew there was issue that I needed to be set for you, so I guess I would say, listen to what god is trying to tell you if you feel like you need deliverance, it's better to take the step and go and get delivered. And if you don't, you don't, but if you do, I mean, come on, you're gonna get the best life, Jesus. And one more question to those that I feel like they grew up a Christian hold our life and they have this idea. I cannot have these effects of evil in my life. How can you break that idea? Well, look at me. I mean, baptist since I was nine years old, waste me out the 5 36 of god in the morning, I just don't do anything, just run to the prayer room and he feeds me. He feeds me with his truth. I feel like right now is the time when he grounds me and roots me in his truth so I can walk in that truth and you like, can you share with us a word advice. Those are maybe spacing the same challenges. Maybe seeing these continuous cycles of what advice can you give them to seek that freedom, and a lot of times we don't play. We think it's not the big of a deal. We listen to advice of other people. In my case, I knew deep inside when I was alone one and one with myself and god. I knew there was issue that I needed to be set free, so I guess I would say, listen to what god is trying to tell you if you feel like you need deliverance, it's better to take the step and go and get delivered. And if you don't, you don't, but if you do, I mean, come on, you're going to get the best life of Jesus. And one more question to those that I feel like they grew up a Christian hold our life and they have this idea. I cannot have these effects of evil in my life. How can you break that idea? Well, look at me. I mean, baptist since I was nine years old, wakes me up at 5:36 of god in the morning. I just don't do anything. I just run to the prayer room and I he feeds me. He feeds me with his truth. I feel like right now is the time when he grounds me and roots me in his truth so I can walk in that truth and you like. Can you share with us a word advice, those are maybe facing the same challenges. Maybe seeing these continuous cycles of it. What advice can you give them to see that freedom? A lot of times we don't play. We think it's not the big of a deal. We listen to advice of other people. In my case, I knew deep inside when I was alone one and one with myself and god I knew there was issue that I needed to be set for you. So I guess I would say listen to what god is trying to tell you if you feel like you need deliverance, it's better to take the step and go and get delivered. And if you don't, you don't, but if you do, I mean, come on, you're going to get the best life of Jesus. And one more question to those that I feel like they grew up a Christian hold our life and they have this idea. I cannot have these effects of evil in my life. How can you break that idea? Well, look at me. I mean, baptist since I was nine years old, wakes me up at 5:36 o'clock in the morning. I just don't do anything, just run to the prayer room and he feeds me. He feeds me with his truth. I feel like right now is the time when he grounds me and roots me in his truth so I can walk in that truth and you like, can you share with us a word advice, those are maybe facing the same challenges, maybe seeing these continuous cycles of it. What advice can you give them to see that freedom and a lot of times we don't play. We think it's not the big of a deal. We listen to advice of other people. In my case, I knew deep inside when I was alone one and one with myself and god. I knew there was issue that I needed to be set for you, so I guess I would say listen to what god is trying to tell you when you feel like you need deliverance. It's better to take the step and go and get delivered. And if you don't, you don't, but if you do, I mean, come on, you're gonna get the best life, Jesus. And one more question to those that I feel like they grew up a Christian hold our life and they have this idea. I cannot have these effects of evil in my life. How can you break that idea? Well, look at me. I mean, baptist since I was nine years old, I Grew up in a Christian religious home. I love the I think I thought I love the Lord and I Grew up with the mentality that no, you cannot have. The team inside you, but even if fury, if you open the doors to send that's it, they're in there, you need to get rid of.