"I trust you" though he was happy but he wished her not to trust him, because he can't even trust himself when it comes to her.
this trust of hers is what actually limits him
for every response he gave he died, then why did he say such, only he knew,
Nick couldn't sleep that night, he woke up early and prepared something for them
Joan woke up took a shower and came out to see Nick, they ate and watched TV with both their minds on something else
" you look dull" Nick said
"I guess I am" Joan said and silently watched the movie.
Nick on the other hand was anxious, a lot was on his mind, he placed his elbows on his lap and held his head and he shook his head a little
"no she can't at least not now" Nick said in his mind
Joan got up to get herself water, just as she stood up and was about to leave for the water, Nick held her hand, with his head down he asked
"where are you going"
when he held her hand she was surprised and her heart kept thumping so hard unaware of what he was going to say but what she heard was not what she was expecting but what was she expecting, only she can answer that.
"to get myself water" she said and he let go of her hand,
Joan head to the kitchen, on her way she turned to watch Nick and his head was still down, she entered the kitchen and sigh when she closed the door.
as soon as the door shut Nick opened his eyes that was closed and stood up and walked towards the kitchen, opened it and he saw Joan drinking water from the fridge
Joan who saw him was a little confused