chapter Twenty nine

"hey! am sorry" he said

"tell me what you wanted to say" she said as she wiped her tears away

his hands moved from her cheeks to rub her neck and then her shoulders till he reached her hands,

he held them up, and brought his lips close to her hands, he kissed it and said

"I apologise for the flick and what I wanted to say was that you can't date anyone.....at least not yet"

Joan was a little surprised but happy she smiled a little that it was hardly noticeable and asked again

"what did you say"

"I said you can't get a boyfriend now"

"why?" she asked

"uhm...uhm.... just not now ok." he said

" give me a little time" he added but it came as a whisper

"what do you mean?" Joan asked questioning herself whether she heard him right

""I said you can't get a boyfriend"

"I heard that one" Joan said, maybe whatever she heard was her own illusion.

when he entered the kitchen and saw her drinking even he felt thirsty and when he stepped forward, he didn't know what happened to him because at that moment she was really beautiful in his eyes, he needed to engrave this moment in his mind,

he watched her from her feet then slowly to her neck, and he gulped along with her.

he was afraid to look up, although scared he was still curious, he slowly lifted his head and her lips came to sight

what was happening to him, why does he find her lips so enticing, it was a mistake to look up.

he subconsciously licked his lips, the reason for that was something he turned a blind eye to.

he moved to her eyes and he got lost in them, at that moment if what brought him to the kitchen was something he didn't want to do or had the courage or right to do, at that particular time he really wanted to say it.

he lost it when she closed her eyes when he held her Chin and whispered to her ear.

when she closed her eyes, he watched her and smiled, he wanted to do something but he didn't know what, he became frustrated when he stared at her lips again.

he wanted to.....