Sweet_Favor

my dear lover is a combination of different stories from different angles about love, love found, love lost, hope and love again

read along as you experience love in different directions and ways......

this is a story about how love could be found, expressed and shown in different ways

each story line has a different way of how love could be shown and showered
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please read it, one of these stories might suit your taste so just try it.

please just read it........,....
thanks for trying this out

my dear lover

in those circumstances, a love story that started with a bond right from the beginning.


Nick and Joan's relationship started from friendship to love to strangers and led to love again.


NICK'S DESPERATION AND JOAN'S HOPE FOR A BETTER ENDING TO THEIR LOVE STORY;


pain, please let me go. memories, please release me. heart ache, please free me now,


please bury me or let me bury you, please set me free, I can't take it anymore, 


"love" you never told me you come with pain or you did but I Ignored because she was there and when she's here nothing else matters but now she's not I can't take it.


  I tried to stay strong and endure but I can't, I really tried  but it's too much to handle, if today is my last day to breath, please let me breath it free from all these miseries you put me through. 


Please free me, let me rest I beg you, the love of my life that brought me nothing but pain.


JOAN'S FAITH. DURING THE TIMES NICK WAS AVOIDING HER;


No I won't let you go..., if today is the last day you breath I will breath it with you, and we will die with nothing but good memories we wont let go, pain that we will wish to experience all over again, with heartache we will gladly welcome knowing after that we can breathe, the breath of love and life, hoping that it will never be buried..... my dear lover of my life that am not willing to let go. I will hold on till I breath no more, that's how much I love you.


NICK'S DESPERATION WHEN Joan MARRIED HIM AND SHOWED HIM LOVE; 


What should I do now? where should I go now,


please don't say that and don't do that also, I built a wall to live but now you're breaking it.


 will I be able to survive this time, will I be able to breath again, please don't pull me in, stop these actions of yours before I fall again.


 what should I really do? Your actions confuse me let me not mistake it for my deepest desires.


 Dear lover of my life you confuse me , you push me to death and then you pull me back and  I feel all alive again.


Give me another chance to show you that our love can become one of the most beautiful love story ever. even I have had my share of these pain that push me to give up but I know the moment I walk away I will  not die but my life would be better off dead than alive, dear lover of my life let's try again because after every pain comes a beautiful story, please welcome and love me again.


our love story was once nothing but emotions and feelings filled with pain, memories, heartache that I once begged to be relieved from. 


I didn't know what tommorow holds or will bring so I am glad I didn't regret my love for you or insinuated that loving you was my biggest mistake.


love surely is a topic on it's own that everyone will forever have their perceptions on, since no one will truly understand it, since each person's experience is different. I myself do not understand my love for you in spite of all the pain you put me through I still want you to be a part of me, my dear lover you confuse me and I like every piece of it. my dear lover that I love and will forever love for all my life.


that got me thinking wasn't I the one who was desperately wishing this feeling to go away, 


you gave me a glimpse of hope when you married me and I fell in love all over again,


upon all the pain I still had my happy ending


ninety nine