Kai

January 13,2020

I bit my lip as I sat on top of the toilet seat. My hands were shaking as my heart raced in my chest. It's been three weeks since Zeke and I were intimate and two out of those three weeks I have been feeling like utter crap. I have been throwing up constantly almost every very morning and just recently the smell of waffles and bacon makes me sick. The last time I had these symptoms I found out I was pregnant with Ashton.

Which led to me being barricaded in our master suite with a pregnancy test on the sink. I had taken it about five minute ago and the timer on my phone had gone off a little while ago indicating that it was time for me to check what the outcome was. I mean I wasn't opposed to having another baby, it's just that Ashton was barely a year old and I wanted to wait at least two years before having another one.