Aisha.
After the little incident earlier, our drive to the airport was quiet except for the radio that was on. I really couldn't fathom the courage to look at him in the eye anymore. Of all the words I could use, my stupid mouth had to choose that particular moment to utter that type of word? My entire head was on fire.
I do call my father daddy, and to call someone else dad was more playful, but to call another man 'daddy'...
"I told you it's fine." He said reassuringly for the nth time.
He's cute but that won't remove the shame burning through me right now.
I'm the type of girl who is so self demeaning that it gets annoying at times. I have too many insecurities, an almost negligible self esteem, and the cream of all spoilers, a perfectionist. Yeah that's me... So I tend to sulk over the thinnest mistake I make most at times. However, ironically, I tend to encourage others when they fall or make a mistake. Paradoxical right?...