Michael
I know I overreacted but I couldn't rein in my feelings anymore. It pissed me that she didn't take us as seriously as much as I did. I felt like I was the only person fighting for this relationship. Well, then relationship. Because technically I put an end to everything. I guess that makes it easier for her right? After all, she still planned on leaving me either way.
I know I was cruel about what I said. I just wanted to hurt her as much as she did me. I couldn't believe she had just tossed the future we had planned together so easily without even looking back, with no regrets. I know she always told me I meant a lot to her, that she loved me, that I was the first man she had ever loved aside from her family. But right now that didn't feel that way.