Preparation

I do not know why but I started to let out all the pent up feelings while in her bosom. I am not the type of person who shares my own past to others. While it sure can ease a bit of your problem, it drags others to have another thing to mind. So, I didn't tell her anything but the words "It hurts" and "Is it enough?"I cried in her arms for a while. She listens to my wail quietly.

I do not know how long I was crying but she caressed me and comforting me.

"Did you release all those bottled-up feelings?"

I soon calmed down and she asked me. I became flustered and it dawned to me.

AHHHHHH!!!! SO embarassing!! While I was having a mental breakdown, I answered with embarassed face.

"Y-yeah, I am fine now. Sorry you had to see that." I said not looking at her.

"Fufufu. It is fine. All of us have suffered a lot but you seem to suffered a lot more than the others."

"U-un. I just felt very sad when I tasted your cooking. No, its not because it taste's bad but I felt warmth of someone truly cares for me."

While it is true that my boss and his wife cares for me. It is at the level of close acquaintance only. So this felt very sad for me. I do remember a bit of my past but not all of them. Anyways, when I am finally not flustered and calm, I look at her only to see that she is giggling.

"Not all of us are perfect. So do I. We suffer but we withstand that. What hurts you make you wiser. All this meant is that, it is fine to cry. I know that crying as a man makes you feeble or hurt your pride. But remember, crying is not a girlish thing. It just mean that you are mourning in your case. You may not know your past but your instincts tell you to."

"O-ok. Anyways, lets finish this up so we can relax in the living room."

"Un!"

What an adorable creature she is. After letting those feelings out, I felt refreshed and alive. After eating and cleaning up the dishes, I asked her.

" Moving on to earlier. I assume that you have something to talk to me with?"

"Can I not visit you if I want?

"T-thats not it. Besides even if I do not allow you to, you have copy of my keys so no difference."

"Your right. Well anyways I indeed have something to discuss."

"And I assume that this is about our acting in a relationship?"

"Yes. They want to see you next weekend. And before that we must prepare for our visit."

"Y-yeah. We need to act like natural and no artificial feeling here and there."

"Yep. So I planned that we should go to a date tomorrow."

"Yes, preparations and going out with a date... Wait, did you just say date?"

"I thought you already knew about this, but yes a date."

"I mean it never dawned on me that I will be going out with a date with someone so special like you."

"Aww~ you are making me blush here."

"Anyways, tomorrow right? I will do my best then."

With that, our preparation is going to start tomorrow.