Holding back

(Silvia's PoV during chapter 12 till 15)

Ufufufu~ Now I can enter his home with this lock pick. I opened the front door and checked on him. It seems that he is having a nightmare right now. I touched him but he frowned. So I let him be and started making his breakfast as well as mine's. I am almost done when Kage-kun woke up and saw me cooking. His face is too amusing for me to pass by. Anyways, he asked me few questions but decided not to further investigate.

After he washes his face, I saw him with his hair a bi on the side. His eyes that is like gold. I forgot that he had those eyes. Those eyes that seem to pierce through the darkness. I felt danger on my lower part. I blushed and tried to reason with him. To which he accepts.

He helped me carry the dishes and started eating. One bite in and he cried. I asked him if it tastes bad but apparently it is not. I soon stand and walked towards him and hugged him. It probably felt nostalgic for him since no one cooks for him anymore. The warm feeling of someone caring for him. I caressed him and try to spoil him. He lets me be. He said some few words but I did not reply. How pitiful. He probably held back all of the emotions till this moment.

I WILL NOT LET HIM BE HURT AGAIN!!!! Oh how my beloved fall down~ He who helped other people back then and till now.

After fixing himself up he started to apologize to me. No need I said. I tried to comfort him but I did a bit different to what I want to say. Anyways, before I headed back home, I told him this.

"Kage-kun, I am always here for you if you need someone to pamper you fufufu~"

He blushed! But he nodded. Thats one barrier down for now. I need to pass through the other barriers as well. At this rate, I am gonna finish this earlier than expected. Of course if there are no unaccounted variables going in my way. If there is, I WILL DESTROY THEM!!! I WILL LET THEM KNOW WHO THEY ARE GOING AGAINST AND MAKING THEM WISH THAT THEY WERE NOT BORN!!!!!

Anyways, I told him about practicing our being lovey and dovey. In which he agreed. I let him decide on the plan for tomorrow. I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW!! I ate dinner and prepared myself for sleeping.

I woke up around 7:00 on dot. I quickly ate my breakfast and prepared myself for today. It took me few hours to pick something but I didn't so I called Ayaka.

"Ayaka."

"Yes, I think this will enhance your charm more mylady."

Fast as always. Ayaka is like a big sis for me. At first, she looked at kage-kun with disgusts but when she learned about his past, she felt pity for him. I also told her about my encounter with him back then. Now she feels a bit different. I don't know why but I can't help but feel like this change is bad. Anyways, she picked up a one-piece dress with an off-shoulder. I look at the mirror and I like it. I also decided to change my hairstyle for this date. A ponytail. After some light make-up I then headed to the place of meeting.

Few minutes later, I was dropped off near the place and started walking towards him at the distance. When he get close, I saw that he changed his hairstyle. HE LOOKS WONDERFUL!!!!! SO HANDSOME. But I decided not to let my inner turmoil spoil this date. I teased him but he moved back which I did not expect. I became flustered and covered my face. TOO MUCH!! TOO MUCH!!!

I soon calmed myself down and he reached out his hand with a bit of embarassment. I wonder where he will take me to?