star girl dream

She sit on a swing she cry looking for her shoes dirty by mud she cry as her friends both came she erase her tears and insist to play again her mother smile and stop running that was before the sun set.

Lawrence sit in the swing and hold his book small breeze of a cat near his legs as the birds sing and he find that this is crazy but exciting "how would i find him?"

He hold the album of U2 and start opening the walkman enter one caset not escaping first song thought it is his favourite.

He think in a reason to text albert though its his mother and father funeral...

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IN WHILE:

Albert was holding his tears and listening to the bells that he responsible for..

And now the words goes as the past not a live

Just like we need Jesus to take care if us.

The priest rise his hands up and down to explain to interact the audience it was sweet dreams that you sleep with your family and the life isnt good or fair its just a life.

Lawrence hold his hands in a position of praying cross around his bible a hat and a promise that its a crime till the end no matter what..Lawrence should not be not free.

As the people in the house said amen and start laughing and talking like nothing happen albert was normally in his room he kick the ground and the ground kick back alive like monster belly.

His cousin Maria enter holding a glass if wine.

"You need it albert "she try to smile but cry with albert they cry together.

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Albert was sleeping he was opening his parents photos so bright days together smiling calming himself he was writing sucide note in the late night of today..

He burn all his family albums even their clothes outside in the snow then put the note on his locker

Crying ..and remembering how it was before.

You dying or denying?

A text massage on his phone ..

Tears fall on the screen

"You want what?.."