My biggest problem is overthinking.
I have tried and failed so many times to see everything in just plain white and black.
My overthinking problem is what I'm trying to fight as I watch River and Melanie Reynolds talk over a few drinks before the event starts.
I'm also a little spiteful and mad because he didn't acknowledge my presence since I got here thirty minutes ago.
River might seem friendly and nice when the two of us are together but I've never understood his need to always isolate me in public or when his friends are around.
Even when we were younger, he either made plans with his friends and ditched me or honored his plans with me and ditched his friends. We never ever mixed.
I had managed to convince myself that he was trying to protect me. Afterall, I had ran into his friends a couple of times and I didn't like them as much, but now, watching how he desperately tries to distance me from him, I feel like I should get the message.