Chapter 50 I am in (2)

'The Beastmen's Mate is a White Lotus is a book and so is the thing from the past of beastmen. In the history of beastmen, the female fox found a book that has a spell or something on it that has affected the whole world of beastmen. I too have found a book but couldn't remember if there is a ritual on it or if I did any ritual that made me get into this world.

Both books might be connected and the book that I found might have come from above too. What is up there is still a question but I have a bit of theory about it.

I read some fictional novels when I was young and remembered three realms; the lower realm, the middle realm, and the upper realm. The lower realm is where people who have sinned and continue to do bad things live. The middle realm is the realm I was living in, a completely normal realm. The upper realm is where the higher and heavenly beings live, where magical things exist and immortal lives.

If one person in the upper realm made a mistake or accident,  threw a book into a world of beastmen. Maybe there is another person or even the same person who also threw a book into the world I was in. Either way, it's all a theory, and I have nothing that can prove this. But this is the most likely that happened.

There are a lot of contents that I could still remember about the book. It is a lot but it is not even half or one-fourth of it. I think the only reason I could remember this is because I have encountered it here.

One example of this, the Seasonal Trading Center is familiar to me because I read that in the book. It is the start of the story, where Ruan Qi found her unforgettable beastman. And that beastman is Jiu Lin. He is the only beastman who rejected Ruan Qi and didn't become her mate even by hook or crook she didn't succeed. If she did, I'd definitely bite Jiu Lin, right now.

I couldn't remember everything that was written at the start of the book. I only know that Ruan Qi was introduced but the details are something I can't recall. She got eight mates consecutively from their tribe, whoever they are is not what I can remember. But Ruan Qi got them with only two days in between. That's a lifetime commitment, I wouldn't do such a thing.

After that Ruan Qi heard that she can join the Tribe to attend Seasonal Trading Center but in return, she must take four more beastmen as a mate when they get home. Ruan Qi agreed. I don't know what happened when they were traveling but I'm sure something happened because I feel like there is a missing part.

When they were already in the Fox Tribe it jumped to Ruan Qi casting her gaze on Jiu Lin. The first meeting was when I took Jiu Lin away from her. All next meetings are intentional by Ruan Qi. She will act weak, be a victim, faint, and even drown but every bit of it is unsuccessful. Jiu Lin has never helped or touched her. Jiu Lin is gloomy, cold, and unattached which made Ruan Qi want to get her.

I don't know why Ruan Qi is still attracted to Jiu Lin. The personality of gloomy, cold, and unattainable can't be connected to Jiu Lin at all. Jiu Lin is sweet, gentle, and serious. I might know why Jiu Lin is like that though. His mom died and on the second winter of Hu'er, his sister also died. I just inserted myself here which changed everything, not just for Jiu Lin or my family, but also for the whole Fox Tribe.

I'm fortunate to follow my instinct and beg to go out. And when I went out I just knew that I must find Jiu Lin. It's all making sense now. It's because Jiu Lin might be taken away from her. After all, Ruan Qi wants Jiu Lin so badly to be able to do so much just to get him. How could I allow that!? I definitely would fight her to death. My man is mine.

But then according to what I remember, the Fox Tribe also tried to persuade Jiu Lin to agree to Ruan Qi, as she made a deal that if they want, she can also take three more mates if Jiu Lin agrees. Jiu Lin still disagreed. The Fox Tribe only agreed because the little female died one after another when Hu'er died. So they are lacking in females. Which made sense why they would do that.

Now not only have I accidentally got Hu'er body, but the new little females are also alive and pregnant females are all going to give birth to little females. I might have really broken the curse just like how my Daddies told me.

Anyway, the last thing I remember is everyone already went off and the Seasonal Trading Center has ended. Ruan Qi couldn't get Jiu Lin and other beastmen who wanted to be mates with Ruan Qi were mad at him.

There is one thing I am unsure of; my memory is blocked or sealed by something and the only thing I could do to unlock it, is to hear or experience the scene. I might remember the content of the book that way.

In conclusion, I am not in any place of my past world but I am in a book of The Beastmen's Mate a White Lotus that I picked up when I was a child in the past.'

After thinking for quite some time, Hu'er looks at the future mate that is still in the corner. She pursed her lips, then realized something and glared at Jiu Lin, 'While I was unconscious did that surnamed Ruan touch my man!?' That made her head boil.

'Eh? Did I do something wrong?' Jiu Lin scratches his nape, confused.

— Volume 1 ends here —